JenBen72
More in May
May 13, 2010
Well last blog I was on top of the world....I've had a huge trila recently. My husband and I had the hugest fight we have ever had....and I am so uncertain about our future. I still feel happy though. I have kids who love me I am blessed with a great job and my life is on a positive track and I won't let even the love of my life jeapordize that! He comes home tonight and I am excited but also worried and upset it's a strange mix.He has been away for so long and so many times most of me just wants to love and forgive him.I joined 24 Hour Fitness today.The guy that worked there was so kind he told me how his dad had had the rny surgery and how much it helped his life. I enjoyed talking to him very much.Then I went tanning and shopping.I keep nervously cleaning awaiting Genes return.I have been losing a lot lately although my ticker hasn't been seeming to record what I put in. I haven't had much of an appetite.Last month I was for some strange reason more hungry. People at work have been so nice and full of compliments. I still feel at times I am losing slow. I am working towards starting culinary school in July a life long dream of mine! And I applied at the MAC counter at Nordstroms...I am a COACH bag and MAC makeup addict...lol! So a discount would be great! Plus I love people and makeup so might as well combine them! Anyways I guess time will tell how my marriage will be. But even though he got online and acted horrible and I still love him and I hope we can work it out. He defended our country, fathered two beautiful children with me, and has given me nothing but happiness aside from this so I will give him a very fair chance. I just hope he undertstands it's the only chance I'm willing to give.Thanks for letting me vent friends :)
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About Me
Salt Lake City, UT
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29.7
BMI
Surgery
02/23/2010
Surgery Date
Jan 26, 2010
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