Jennifer B.
17 months post-op and Still Changing
Dec 10, 2007
Well, I am about 17 months post op now. As a recall, I lost the bulk of my weight within the first 4-5 months after surgery. I have still continued to lose weight, slowly, but what I have found more throughout the last 6 months or so is that my body is changing shape. My skin seems to be settling a little bit differently. I still have significant loose skin on my arms, legs, chest, and stomach, but my bone structure is more defined now.
Other new things that have come about later post-op:
I am now severly lactose intollerant. It is nearly impossibe for me to ingest anything that has lactose in it without feeling sick to my stomach and uncomfortable. I do take lactaid tablets consistently, however, I still find that I don't usually feel good after I eat foods/drinks that contain lactose.
I am also much more sensitive to high sugar foods than I was initially. After about 3 to 5 bites of something that has over 10 grams of sugar per serving, I will feel sick.
I am finding that I have many more restrictions on what I can eat. I don't mind it because it keeps me away from food, but it is a little annoying because there aren't many times that I feel good after eating.
I am much more susceptible to getting gas.
I also have had some nutrient absorbtion issues, but am doing my best to keep it all looked at.
Although these things sound pretty negative, I feel like my life is pretty positive. I know that the reason we eat is to sustain life and I don't need to "feel good' after I eat because then I will just want to eat more...probably.
My weight loss is sustaining and I feel good about that. I am happy and I enjoy spending time with my friends. My relationships are going smoothly and it is encouraging to feel like just another girl in the group. I love that my friends call me to borrow clothes and that I can borrow clothes from them. I love going shopping and buying what I want instead of only what fits. I thinkthat having this surgery was the best decision taht I have ever made and would tell the world about it if I could.
Here's What I Know After 1 Year
Jun 08, 2007
No wonder Cholic Babies Cry...Gas Stinks (the smelly way and th
Mar 21, 2007
My close friend has a cholicy 3 month old and I've never understood why they cry so much and not just fart it all out...well...now I do. It is hard sometimes. It feels similar to just post-op when you had that gas from the surgery. omg...I think that I am going to start keep a food diary to try and find out if it is something related. Maybe that will help keep me more accountable for the shit I've been eating too and jump start some more weight loss.
What's Going on Now?
Feb 05, 2007
I am almost 9 months post-op now. I have lost about 80 pounds and have been around 160 pounds for about 5 months now. I wish that I would be losing more weight, but I'm not right now. I don't know why I plateaued or seemed to stop losing so early after surgery...maybe it is because I am pretty much at my doctor's goal already. I would still like to lose about 25 pounds. I am still working out relatively consistantly and I try to make it to the support group meetings at least once a month. I can eat almost anything...within moderation. I have become lactose and tolerant pretty badly since about December...which is wierd that it didn't happen until then.
Psychologically I am still a bit psyched about my weight loss. It is hard for my mind to deal with the weight loss. I still have a lot fo the same insecurities that I had when I was overweight and I still act on them like I did before I lost weight. I still look at clothes and don't think that they are going to fit and I still look at my old pictures and think that they look the same. I am feeling discouraged that my weight has stablized, and I feel a fear every morning when I wake up that this is going to be the best...that I am not going to lose one more single pound, and would I be happy with that.
I remember my mom asking me what size I would be happy with before I had my surgery. I told her that I would be elated with a size 12. Well...size 12 has come and gone and the satisfied feeling is still not here. I am worried that I will just never be happy with myself and I know that is an awful feeling to have your whole life.
I want to love myself, I want to be comfortable with myself, I really want all of this...how can I get it??
Crazy Life
Jan 18, 2007
Broken
Nov 29, 2006
November 15th, 2006: Slide Show Time!
Nov 15, 2006
I decided to post some pics of me and my friends havinga smashing good time! There are four different slide shows. I will post them below in chronological order. The first one is from Aug-September, the second is from September-October, the third is from Halloween weekend, and the fourth one is from this past weekend when we went to a formal with my university at the California Science Center in downtown LA (November 10th). I hope that you enjoy them and can see that I am having a great time with my newly found confidence and my super supportive frineds.
August and September 2006:
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September and October 2006:
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Halloween 2006:
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Le Femmes 2006:
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November 6th, 2006
Nov 06, 2006
I need to stop! I am going to stop. I am moving the bowl of candy to the other side of my office so I don't have to look at it anymore! Good Plan Jen!!! Okay...now I pour myself some crystal light and get back to work. I will overcome my lack of self control...after all that is what got me to the place I was at 6 months ago. I am going to go home and weigh myself on my scale at home instead of the one in my apartment because I like the one that has the digital read out. Then I am going to put my roommate's scale in the bathroom up against the wall so it is not right there in front of my face everytime I walk into the bathroom to brush my hair, fix my make-up, or go to the bathroom. I am going to go to the gym today...hopefully (I know I say that...but the reason is that I have a TON of stuff to do today...maybe I will take a lunch and do some of it at lunch so that i have more time after work to go to the gym) (You like how I am totally just thinking out loud...except it is not out loud-it is online...) LOL...okay...I am done with this for now. I am going to take my lunch now and get some other stuff done. Okay...today is going to be a day of getting things done!
Plan to get back on track:
8:30am-45 gram protein shake
10:00am-
12:30pm-1/2 cup of lunch (shrimp stir fry, tofu taco, ect)
1 cheese stick
2:00pm-90 calorie granola bar
4:30pm-1/4-1/2 cup soy nuts
6:30-1/2 cup dinner (shrimp stir fry, tofu taco, buffalo burger, ect)
8:00pm-45 gram protein shake
9:30pm-1/4-1/2 cup soy nuts, soy crisps, or sf/low carb ice cream
Drink 64 oz of water and go to the gym 4 days a week.
I can do it!
Goal- lose 5 pounds by doctor's appointment on 14th.
Snack:
October 30th-Food Ideas
Oct 30, 2006
Soynuts
Edamamae (steamed or dried)
Turkey Jerky
String Cheese or cheese sticks
Soy Crisps
100 calorie snack packs
low-fat graham crackers with lowfat/sugar peanut butter
hummus and cucumbers, celery, and/or carrots
dannon light and fit carb control yogurt
sf pudding/tapioca packs
Meals:
-I like the Asian Veggies at Trader joes, I mix it with tofu and shrimp and stir fry (no rice)
-There is a new pasta (i think it is by Barillo) called Plus Pasta (yellow package) it is whole wheat and is LOADED with protein (14grams per serving) i will make that and add a pasta sauce, some ground turkey, mushrooms, and tofu to the sauce
-I do buffalo bugers (loaded with protein...like 42 grams for a patty...but can never finish a patty) I get them at Trader Joes. I grill them up and put sauted mushrooms on the top of them.
-I like Boca Burgers
-I do edamamae with mashed potatoes (about 2oz of potatoes and 4-6 oz edamamae)
-I like quesodillas on low-carb tortillas
-I like tuna and chicken salad on crackers or in a low-carb tortilla
-I like the low sugar/fat peanut butter and sf jelly on low-carb tortilla
October 21st, 2006
Oct 21, 2006
I am kind of stalled in my weight loss right now. I have been hovering at 170 for like 6 weeks now. It is really bothering me. I am trying to get to the gym more and remember my protein. I know that is what it is. I just hate it so much! Oh well. The hair loss is getting better, but is still bad. My hair has SIGNIFICANTLY thinned. It isn't really too visible yet. My mom is the only one who has really noticed. I had a lot to begin with, so it isn't a HUGE deal.
My stomach is getting a bit more sensitive. I don't know if it is just that I am being less careful with the foods I am eating or if it is just not feeling good. I seem to get sick a lot. I am going to try and be more careful. I still have yet to really have a piece of bread...I sometimes eat the crust of it like at a restraunt where they put it out on the table, but that's it. I feel really good about that. I really try and watch what I eat...or I guess what I don't eat is more like it. I am pretty proud of myself, but I know I still have room for improvement.
Well...things are good here. I shall go fix myself some lunch now. Edamame. Yummy!!!