jess76
So here goes... I am fat and have been since I was a kid. I would loose weight and feel great and proud and then go out thinking I was all cute just to get called a fat ass...so then of coarse I would get pissed off and go back to eating the way I used to. This went on for years. Then I lost my sister unexpectedly and food became even more of a comfort thing. Then I met my soon to be husband who is the best, but then came the I don't need to care as much about my looks because I have got someone. Well now I am much older and realize it's REALLY not about looks, it's about life. I can't walk up a flight of stairs with out being winded, I have to turn uncomfortably to shave my legs and when I lay down I feel like I am laying on my butt-shelf (does anyone else have that???) Any way this is my time, and I will suceed
