Getting Ready

Oct 26, 2010

6 months of weight loss? check
Ooodles of presurgery testing? check
Insurance approval? check
Emotions in order? still working on that...

Oh boy, the time is getting close.  Honestly I'm scared to death.  My thoughts are all over the place.  Last week when I was told insurance had approved me I was super excited for about 2 minutes.  Then came the tears.  Can I do this?  What if it doesn't work?  What if I'm nauseous or hungry all the time?  What if I don't even make it through surgery?  What in the world will my family do without me?  Is this normal?  I have no idea, but I'm meeting with the surgeon next week to get a date scheduled so I need to pull it together.

I can't stop flipping through the before and after pictures on this site.  It's so exciting to think of me in 12 months.  I can't wait to see my collar bone!

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