Surgery is on Thursday

Jun 04, 2011

SO my surgery is on thursday... i can't believe it already i have so many things going through my head right now its crazy.. i feel like i was cheated a bit on the optifast ..as i couldnt tolerate it for long and made me sick.. so being able to eat has worried me since i started.. i seem to have held steady at 10pounds lost.. hoping that my liver has done its job and shrunk.... i think i am mostly afraid of the worst..yet i try not to think about it... i know i am ready for this but at the same time i wonder still is this the thing for me... i guess it is normal to have these feelings i just wish that sometimes i didnt..
So we are leaving on wednesday and hopefully will be back the following tues...fingers crossed....
it is just going to be my mom with me.. my husband will be home with our son (couldnt get time off work).. that for me will be hard.. not seeing them before i go in for surgery...
So this is it for now.... my mom is bringing the laptop so once i am back in the hotel i will update for sure
i will keep my angel leanne1 updated.. so she can update everyone....

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