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I am down five pounds!  Awesome.  I now have 20 pounds to goal of being no longer "overweight".  After that I will see how much more I can lose but, for now I am am just happy with the five pound loss.

Your BMI & Target Weight:   Current Weight: 175.0   Healthy Weight Range: 111.2-149.6   Daily Calorie Goal: 1,225

UNDER	HEALTHY	OVER	OBESE

Your Ideal BMI: 24

Your BMI: 29.1

Well, many of you know I work for my father.  I am the Vice President of Marketing.  He has a horrible problem with yelling and cussing at me and the other employees.  I have dealt with this for almost three years because I wanted so badly to have a relationship with him.  I never yelled back and just waited until he finished and when on with what I do.  Today was the last straw.  I have been in so much pain lately and on meds twice a day.  When he started yelling and cussing at me he also this time said he was going to fire me.  I hung up on him in mid yell.  Then I emailed him and told him he was going to have to do the work he was yelling about because I needed to take my meds and lay down.  I also added if he wanted to fire me then he should just fire me.  So he emailed back and said you are fired.  

Now, I have lots of time to be with my family for Christmas.  I have been saving for months is preparation for this because I knew I could not take it anymore.  I have also already filed for unemployment.  It will be the max amount they can pay but much less than I make.  We will be fine and I have all the shopping done.  I actually feel releived now.

I just wish he could be the father I needed him to be.  Maybe someday he will feel sorry for treating me so badly and we can have a relationship.  It's sad because I was the only family that had anything to do with him.  I was the only one who sent pictures of the grandkids and maintained a relationship.  Now, he will be all alone.  It is his choice though.  

Thanks for letting me get this all out.  Love you guys!

 Another hormone level test in the AM so we can see if everything is going well.  Pray!

The outcomce was not good and we lost this baby as well.  We are now doing testing to see what is causing all this.

So we found out I am pregnant again today (11/8/06).  I have no idea is this will be a viable pregnancy but, there is not much either of us can do to change things.  Our faith in God is very strong and we completely agree that through him all things are possible.  If this is God's will then we will have our baby.  We have had names picked out for a while name.  We really want the name Shelby for a girl and Thatcher for a boy.  Wouldn't it be great if there were twins and I could have Shelby and Thatcher at one time?  LOL, ok ok I am asking for too much.

-Lara

10/25/06

Oh, i so wanted to have a great week but, it has not happened.  I am PMSing and just feel like crap.  My weightloss is stagnet and I can't eat much less.  I need to start swimming but, have been to busy this week so it will have to be next week.  I just gotta start.  I have 20-25 more pounds to go and at this rate I will never lose it, ugh.  

Today I am going to really try to be happy.  My cousin is coming into town and spending the night.  It should be a nice time as long as I keep my mouth shut about how unhappy I am with the rest of my family well, mainly my mother and older brother.  So I will try to keep the convo light and nice.

10/20/2006
I leave for TX at 9:30 and I arrive at noon.  The kids and Randy are picking me up from the airport. I can't wait to be back.  We are eating at Cracker Barrell for lunch because I love it there and I need a new candle for Thanksgiving.  Thank you all for the support since I have been away from home.  Getting to be on here with all of you made me feel like I was not too alone. Love you all!

Randy told me a while ago we are now under 48 hours until I come home.  I miss him so much today.  I have been working and working and working.  This trip is almost over. 

I did eat some today.  I did not eat well but, I ate what was provided.  They had McDonalds so I had 2.5 chicken nuggets for lunch.  Then I have popcorn with cheese for dinner.  Lucky me, huh?  I wanna go home!

Well, I am in Maryland this week on business and I can't eat a darn thing.  I have not eaten I am sure 500 calories in the past three days. I have had a migraine for two days now because I can't eat. I think the plane really messed with my band.  I will try again tomorrow because I am starving here.  Also, I am living on coffee and I miss my family.

The kids are all doing fine.  I was really worried about Bailey (7 year old with tourettes) but, she is doing good.  She even made a 100 on her spelling test. Randy is very sad and going crazy with 3 kids alone but, only two more days until I go home.  

I want you all to know how much your support means to me.  Love you all!