Just feeling down

Jan 03, 2010

It is just one of those nights that I am sitting here thinking about everything...From my health to my life to my past to my future...I want this surgery more then anything but those old doubts are creeping in...I am pushing them back I know this is the best choice for me and it is cold feet...I think I am just hitting a depression right now...Wanting something so bad and it is just out of reach but I know as long as I keep reaching I will grab it one day...My next appointment isnt til January 21st and it just seems to be going so slow...I am hoping with all the problems I am having we can get things pushed forward with out much of a problem.  I know my insurance covers it and I dont have to wait for approval so I am good in that sense...
I guess it is just one of those days again...

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