Laurie J.
Not very good at keeping up on the blog, am I?
Mar 11, 2008
Things have been going well. I hit the Century club the end of February, so that is nice, but I have since gained 6 lbs back so I am out of the Century club again, until they go away.
My boyfriend and I broke up 1 month ago (yesterday), so that hasn't helped my weight loss - I feel like I am trying to sabbotoge myself because he loved me when I was fat, so if I gain it back, I'll get him back. Which is a REALLY STUPID way to look at it since my weight loss had absolutely NOTHING to do with the break-up.
Well, life goes on, and so must I, so get back on the horse (both the weight loss and the dating horses, I guess) and keep on heading west.
Later!
Why is that so big?
Jul 06, 2007
One of his cousin's grandchildren were there and he is about 3 years old. A real cutie & a real chatterbox.... He was looking at me real quizzical, like kids that age do, and he pointed to my arm. He asked why it was so big like that. I asked him what he was talking about. He said "Why you arm so big like that, mommie's isn't?"
I explained that is how I was made, and he asked (as 3 year olds will) "Why?". Well, that is how God made me, and he was satisfied with that - but in my brain, I was thinking "YEAH! This should be the LAST TIME this happens to me!!"
Just had to share this with you....
What a guy!
Jul 05, 2007
Ok, I have to share this - my guy is a wonderful person. Yesterday I was over visiting him, and before I had to leave, since it is the last time I will see him until afer surgery, he prayed with me about it, then after the prayer, he held me and said that he was SO PROUD of me. That I had come to the realization that help was needed and that I had done all that I needed to do to get to this point, and that he can't wait to see me after surgery. Yes, he is aware that it is a process to lose the weight, but he still can't wait to see how I am doing after surgery.
I also remember way back when, when I was first thinking about having surgery, I talked to him about it and I asked him what he would think if he had a "skinny" girlfriend. His reply....."I won't love you any less, there will just be less of you to love" What a guy!
Today, while talking to him on the phone, he said that if I was ever scared or just needed to talk about the upcoming surgery, that I could call at anytime, and he would be there for me.
Like I said...What a guy!
