laydcherry
im gonna start new protein shakes....
Mar 21, 2010
OK so I'm a little nervous i want to loose 20 more lbs or 30 right now i am at 180.2 this morning i weighed my self i went to my sis n laws baby's shower and for some reason i felt like i was huge compared to my sister in law not the pregnant one! maybe it was the way she was trying to flaunt she had lost a little weight asking me how did i weigh and she was this much and i was like big deal!! so i am gonna start the new shakes ! asap i went to old navy today and was disgusted by my self in the mirror yes i have lost 120lbs but the skin it just out right ridiculous! i feel like i look like a 60 yo lady i heard a rumor too at my job i heard they r gonna hire one of the managers sons and then he is gonna get his xray license and then they r gonna let me go i figure i should start saving money i have to quit shopping! i have to do this for my family! i am so worried i cant stand feeling this way it makes me wanna eat and eat and eat i did pretty well today i have part of a salad and a cup of coffee and a piece of pineapple and a piece of bread and a water OK maybe now i look at it i didn't do very well i just need to do this i need to get on track and win whats mine i worked way harder then her!
