lovelygirl01
update...
Oct 08, 2012
Hello OH Friends!!! I hope you are all doing well....So it has been 3 months since the day of my surgery (plus a few more days!)...I wanted to give an update on myself...
So my current weight is 166lbs. I feel wonderful, still on track with my nutrition, except for water and vitamin intake- I sometimes forget... not very smart. I now wear a size Small/Medium and size 7/8/9 jeans (depending which store). I am incredibly happy!!!!
It feels amazing to shop and is a totally different situation now... I don't get frustrated, I don't really try anything on, knowing it WILL FIT! Feels awesome, although....
I have that issue where in my head, I still think I am 231 lbs... and I get annoyed when people compliment me, b/c I think they are lying. The only time I really feel small is when I see side by side pictures. I still think I'm going to wake up one day and be 231 lbs or that the scale is lying... feeling like something is not right! Why can't I just accept the fact that I had RNY and have worked incredibly hard and made huge changed to my life...?!?!
That being said, I love my RNY. Wouldn't change it for a thing...
However, I am still losing slow... But point is that I am still losing! I've lost a total of 65lbs so far. i'd like to lose another 30, if possible. But in the meantime, I feel amazing and I think I look amazing as well. It'll just take some time for my head to catch up!!
Also, another thing that has bothered me is my husband not complimenting me all the time...maybe I am asking for too much or expecting too much. Don't get me wrong, he has NEVER made any negative comments, even when I was 231lbs..he is incredibly supportive of me, and always has been. He is trully amazing, I guess I just wanted to be PRAISED all the time, lol. I think I have come a loooooong way, and look way better, but would feel sexier if the compliments came from him and not outsiders!!!
That's it, those are my thoughts for now. Just thought I'd give a little quick update on my current situation.
XOXO
