Lurnia Marie I.
I'm getting married!
Nov 28, 2007
Second, i have a puppy. Her name is Cupid. I never thought of myself as a dog person but my Fiance' brought her home and I fell in love with her.
School is going good, It's a little more time consuming then when I was at the juinor college but I'm hanging in there and am still getting A's.
The weight is till coming off but I'm not allowing myself to spend too much time focusing on that. I eat healthy, don't over eat and take my vitamins, that's my focus.
OK, that's the update!
This dating thing is kind of fun
Sep 08, 2007
Anywho, that's all for now.
Living life and loving it!
Aug 23, 2007
My health is in order and once I lose these last 25 pounds and have skin removed I will be where I want to be with my body. My relationship with God is good and I have a male friend that I just adore!
Does it get any better?
OK, me dating? what's up with that
Aug 13, 2007
Now, my friend. I call him Bear (give really good hugs) and we've been friends for about 3 months. We go to church together and so we talk at church, on the phone or maybe go out to eat with other people after church. I've notice that the last couple of weeks our friendship is kind of moving in another direction. I think it has caught both of us off guard but not in a bad way. I could really see myself liking him and I think it's mutual. We both have the same standards and religious beliefs and that makes it so much better. He's so sweet, like he told me last night when we were talking that church seemed so lonely on sunday morning because I wasn't there (I had to work this weekend). I asked him what about the other 100 people there and his response was, "even with everybody else around I kept looking for you on the Usher's bench and when I didn't see you, I felt lonely." Is that sweet or what?
Any way, don't know where this is going, or if it's going anywhere. It might just have been the push I needed to release the other situation. so for now, I'm going to fasten my seat belt and hold on for the ride.
I'm learning that I must eat, like it or not
Aug 06, 2007
OK, I got my blood work back from my last visit to the surgeon. My Zinc, Vitamin D, Hemoglobin and Hematacrit (sp) were all dangerously low. The other stuff, although was not low, wasn’t really good either, for example if the normal was 30 mine was like 29 - 32. The doctor has told me that it’s time to increase my food intake as I should be getting most of my nutrients from food and should not still be doing so many protein shakes a day.
I’ve come to the conclusion, after a couple of trips to the ER for dehydration and being told that my body is malnourished, that I must eat to live. This is so strange to me, I know it’s all in my head, but when I look at food, I get physically ill, I feel betrayed and I hate it. So I haven’t been allowing myself to eat. But, today is a new day! I will eat at least 3 times today (small meals of course) but I will attempt to eat. The doctor said that my attitude towards food is the same attitude that peoples that are anorexic have so I must be really careful.
So today I turn over a new leaf. For breakfast I had 2 cups of coffee and 30 minutes later I had a pack of peanut butter crackers. For a snack I had watermelon (yum). I have my lunch but haven’t eating it yet, but I will before I leave here. I have another 1.5 hours to work.
Where am I today?
Jul 24, 2007
I think I may just be having a bad day, but it seems like everything is going wrong. I just added up my points for my social psyc class and realized that I will be getting a B in that class (I don't like Bs). I just found out that my tuition for SIUE is over $1600 for just two classes. They did let me break it up into 4 payments and I made the first one but now I have to cmoe up with $402 for the next 3 months. I know nothing about scholarships and am not elgible for financial aid. Most people just assume because I'm in my 40's that I should know this stuff.
Anyway, I'm going to check the boards now and I will probably post this because I could use a boost right about now.
God is good! Life is good!
Jul 14, 2007
This is a little late, but I celebrated my one year surgervisary (sp of made up word) on 7/5. I had my check up with the surgeon and everything is great. I've had a total weight loss of 218 pounds. My BP is perfect, choleterol excellent, the only concerns were that my blood sugar was a little low and I was anemic (sp) but nothing to worry about, we will just monitor it. Doc said I need to ease up on the protein drink and increase my food intake. I'm still doing two protein shakes a day, so I'm working on that.
What's up with me? My weight loss had hit a stall but I changed my exercise habits and now it's jump started again. Instead of walking for 30 minutes on my lunch (in addition to going to the gym 2-3 times a week), I now go to the gym everyday (gym now open 24 hrs) and do my walk in the pool. This actually kills a couple of birds with one stone, first of all the temps been so high and I've been having problems with dehydration now I don't have to worry about that because i'm in the water. So now I actually jog forwards and backwards in the pool and it's great! I don't feel it in the pool but I do later in the day so I know it's working.
School is getting ready to start in a few weeks, I am starting my undergrad degree in psychology and am totally psyched! Got rid of my big SUV and got a smaller car (Taurus). I fit perfect, no need to push the seat all the way back and did not have to move the steering wheel up.
I celebrated my 44th birthday yesterday and I am healthy! Friends gave me a surprise party at Applebees. They just laughed at me because when the waitress brought my riblet platter, I immediately asked for a go plate, it's a habit now, I know I can't eat 1/4th of the food but I do love their riblets, so now I have lunch for the weekend since it's my weekend to work.
I thank God for this new opportunity at life.
Well that's my uupdate, I'll be lurking when I get a chance.
Thanks to the OH family for all of your love and support over this past year.
Lurnia Marie
One year Anniversary, to God be the Glory!
Jul 09, 2007
Oh well lunch is over so I'm going back to work.
Proud of my bat wings!!
May 21, 2007
I'm a college graduate now!!!
May 17, 2007