magnolia33

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Well my appt. with my surgeon went well. I really like him. He took his time and answered all my questions. Today I am feeling pretty good about the idea of getting the band. I know that for me it is just one day at a time. One foot infront of the other.

I wanted to be sure and keep a diary of the changes that i know i will be going through. I have an appointment with Dr Wilson on Tuesday. i am excited and nervous at the same time. i have put myself or let myself get in a bad habit. i have chosen some not so healthy habits to deal with life and its ups and downs. i feel like i cant do it. i feel like i just want to crawl in bed and pray it all goes away. There are so many things that i will be giving up to get the band. Things that have given me such comfort for so many years. It feels good to be getting this all out. My husband always acusses me of being negative, so i guess that in a positve light i will be gaining my life back. Right now i have no life I am afraid of life, of people, and rejection. Till next time.