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Hi, Everyone.
It's been so long since I wrote in this blog. Life has been a challenge, for me. God is good...all the time, and He helps me handle whatever comes my way.
I'm dealing with several health challenges, none of which are from my weight-loss surgery. I don't know how it will all turn out, but one of the best things about knowing Jesus as Savior is that I know if He calls me Home, Home is where I will be, for all eternity.
I'm not writing, currently. I go through dry spells. This is one of them, but I really hope to be able to continue with the Life Plan Devotional, at least until I have enough daily devotions to cover one year.
Two weeks ago tomorrow, I said goodbye to a dear friend. We were standing in faith for her healing from 2 brain tumors, but then Jesus gave her a glimpse of Heaven, and she made her choice. Her dear husband (they would have celebrated their 30th wedding anniversary this Sunday) said that he knew she was seeing Heaven, and he asked her, "What do you see?" and she answered, "I see...everything!" and then she said, "Oh, God. It's so beautiful." 
While I rejoice that my dear friend is healed and happy, in the presence of the Lord, I ache for her husband and daughter (she turns 18 this month), who are missing her desperately. There were an estimated 750 people at her funeral, her Homegoing Celebration. She touched a lot of lives, even though she was mostly a stay-at-home wife and mother. She taught little ones, in Sunday School, as well as at AWANA. It doesn't take much, though, to impact others for Jesus. Her smile lit up the room, and her laughter was infectious. I miss her.
Just a few days ago, I thought of my mom, as it was the 9th anniversary of her move to Heaven. There are so many friends and loved ones there, now, that it makes me Homesick. I feel the tug to go, but also the tug to stay.
I'm having a stress echo on the 18th, so if anyone reads this, who believes in the power of prayer, please pray for me, for courage and for whatever outcome is best. My heart is tired. It doesn't take much to wear me out, so if there's something that needs to be fixed, I'm ready for it to happen. 
My weight is at a standstill, and has been for so long, it seems. I cannot exercise at all; between my knees and my heart, it's just not possible right now. I just pray that in the future I will be able to, for I know it's key in my weight-loss journey. 
Well, that's about it. I do think of my OH friends, and I pray for all of you daily. I feel I've abandoned you, otherwise, and if you feel the same way, I'm so very sorry. 
Love to All,
Mary 
 

Hi, Everyone.
It has been a very busy 2 weeks. I thank you for your patience, for allowing me time away, to rest, to get some much needed work done, to take care of some medical issues, and to spend time with family. It was all necessary, but I missed writing the Life Plan Devotion, and I missed having contact with you. You were in my heart and prayers.
Tomorrow, I will have a vaginal sonogram and mammogram. In the near future, I will undergo a colonoscopy. These are just to see how I look on the inside, not from any concerns. :)  I saw the knee surgeon, and x-rays confirmed that both knees are bone-on-bone. We are trying the triple Synvisc injections in each knee, as he would like to hold off on surgery. I'm relieved and disappointed, all at the same time. I know the Lord has a plan, so I will try to patiently wait for it to unfold.
Today, we continue with the 23rd Psalm series. If you missed the first 3, feel free to read them on my profile blog. 
Please pray for all those having surgery today, as well as those recovering from surgery. If you have any specific prayer requests, please post them or send a personal message. 
Blessings,
Mary

Life Plan Devotion #250 [My Restoration, part II]

Psalm 23:3a “He refreshes and restores my life (my self)” (Amplified).

     Last time, we looked at the first type of lost sheep, the person who has not yet given his/her heart to Jesus, and how the Good Shepherd pursues the lost with great compassion. Today, let's look at another type of “lost” sheep...the believer who, for whatever reason, feels lost, hurt, disconnected.
     Everyone goes through struggles. Believers are not immune to them. Trials come, from within and from without. Jehovah-Rapha, The Lord my Healer, desires to refresh and restore.
     The believer may feel lost within, not because he/she is not truly saved but because apathy has been allowed to come in. Like any relationship, our relationship with the Lord will suffer if we ignore it, if we ignore Him. Eventually, the Lord will say to us, “'You have forsaken your first love'” (Revelation 2:4). In the meantime, we feel disconnected, like something is not quite right, although we may not even realize the reason.
     At other times, the believer may feel lost because of struggles without—being on the receiving end of hurts from others, when the whole world seems wrong. If this describes you, today, let me remind you that Jesus cares, and He desires that you cast all your care upon Him (I Peter 5:7). If there is something you need to do, He will let you know, as you ask Him for wisdom. Otherwise, let Him work out everything, in His time, in His way.
     The apostle Paul, and those who served with him, experienced “conflicts on the outside, fears within” (II Corinthians 7:5, NIV), but it didn't last forever. Paul goes on to write, “But God, who comforts the downcast, comforted us...” (7:6). Open your heart and mind to God's comfort, through prayer, through His Word, through other believers. If you need a heavenly hug, He will give one to you. If you have lost your first love, allow “Godly sorrow” to well up within you, for it “brings repentance that leads to salvation and leaves no regret” (7:10).

What this has to do with weight loss: There are times, on the weight-loss journey, that you may feel lost, unsure as to what to do next, to continue releasing weight, or you may feel lost without the former temporary comfort that overeating gave. Whatever the reason for how you feel, reach out to others, for help. Use the knowledge gained, and do what you can do, every moment of every day, whether you feel like it or not.

Prayer for Today:

“Heavenly Father, there are times I feel lost. Sometimes, it's because of outside forces. Sometimes, it's because of inner conflict. Whatever the reason for how I feel, You are the answer. You are always the answer. You know me so well, and You know what's going on...even when I have no clue. When I'm feeling out of sorts, remind me that You are with me, that You care, and, as I partner with You, that You are working everything out for my good, because You have called me to Your design and purpose (Romans 8:28, Amplified). While my feelings are often fickle, my faith is my sure foundation. You are my Sure Foundation, and, with You, I am never lost. Thank You, Lord. Amen.”   

Hi, Everyone.
Life is turning up the heat a bit. I have 21 family members coming in beginning Friday, a cookout on Sat., family going home Sunday afternoon, I'm seeing the surgeon Tuesday--one week from today--(to schedule 2 knee-replacement surgeries), and, despite not having had a "cycle" in over 2 years (even before WLS), today is day 6 of what had better be "the last hurrah." I'm scheduled to have the yearly female check a week from this Thursday--which I haven't had since my baby was a newborn (and he turned 28 in January). I know. I know. That's terrible, and you're shocked...but, in my defense, I avoided having those checks because of past sexual trauma. However, it's time to face each and every fear. I am no longer 15, and I am no longer a victim!
With all of the above, I feel like I'm going in 10 different directions, so I hope all of you will understand when I tell you that I've decided to take some time off writing and posting the Life Plan Devotion. Not too long...I plan to post again Monday, August 2nd (2 weeks from yesterday). Please understand, and please don't forget to watch for a post then.
I'd appreciate your prayers, for all of the above. If you have a prayer request, let me hear from you. I'm not taking time off from praying. :)
Blessings,
Mary 
 

Hi, Everyone.
Well, live & learn. I will never take 2 Advil PM at 11 PM ever again. Major brain fog today, manifesting in inability to write. I'll try again, tomorrow. You're all in my prayers.
(((Hugs))) & Blessings,
Mary  

Hi, Everyone.
It's a fabulous Friday here in Kansas. We had some good rain last night, and my lawn looks happy this morning. :)
Let's pray for all those having surgery today, as well as those recovering from surgery. My friend, Rose, went through her surgery well and is recovering. My friend, Sophie, is recovering nicely from her plastic surgery. Thank you for continuing to pray for their complete healing. 
Today's devotion is from my personal journal dated June 6, 2007. Let me know how God speaks to you, and if you have a prayer request, feel free to contact me. I am honored to pray for you.
Blessings,
Mary 

Flashback Friday Devotion #59 [Praising...no matter what]


     Shortly after I began hearing from God, about this God Gain Lifestyle (eating with thanksgiving and discipline), God let me know that He would teach me something every day for 60 days. As I was getting ready to go to early prayer this morning, I was telling the Lord that I felt a little afraid, because tomorrow is the last day of "class" for this daily teaching from Him. I know that fear is never of God, so I asked Him to help me. The response was immediate, "Praise Me."
     I continued, "But, Lord, what will I do if things get hard?" The answer was the same, "Praise Me." My mind went back to a conversation I had with Debra (one of my accountability partners) the day before yesterday. She talked about the importance of praising God, no matter what.
     I was reminded of a song sung by The Imperials, called "Praise the Lord!" These are the words, as I recall them:
          When you're up against a struggle
          That seems to shatter all your dreams,
          And your hopes look cruelly crushed
          By Satan's manifested schemes,
          And you feel the urge within you
          To submit to earthly fears,
          Don't let the faith you're standing on
          Seem to disappear!

          Chorus:          
          Praise the Lord!
          He can work through those who praise Him.
          Praise the Lord,
          For our God inhabits praise!
          Praise the Lord,
          For the chains that seem to bind you
          Serve only to remind you
          That they drop powerless behind you
          When you praise Him!

          Now Satan is a liar
          And he wants to make us think that we are paupers
          When he knows himself
          We're children of the King!
          So lift up the mighty Shield of Faith
          For the battle must be won
          We know that Jesus Christ is Risen
          And the work's already done!

          Repeat Chorus

     I read II Chronicles chapter 20, about Jehoshaphat and his army up against a BIG battle. Jehoshaphat sought the Lord, proclaimed a fast, and God calmed his heart, telling him that the battle wasn't his, but God's.
     Verse 21 says that Jehoshaphat "appointed singers to sing to the Lord and praise Him in their holy garments, as they went out before the army, saying, 'Give thanks to the Lord, for His mercy and loving-kindness endure forever!'" That's how important is praise! It's the key for winning any battle. Praise ushers in victory!
     Just like the song "Praise the Lord!" reminds us, "The work's already done!" Every battle was won at the Cross, already.
     I know there may be difficult days ahead, because it's part of life on a fallen, sinful earth, but when those difficult trials come, I don't have to be imprisoned by them. I can choose, like Paul and Silas, to praise the Lord until the prison doors open and the chains fall off. Praise the Lord!

Today, no matter what you face, I encourage you to praise the Lord anyway! No matter the trial, big (physical, financial, family, etc.) or small (a number on the scale, etc.), turn your thoughts to the Lord and praise Him, whether you feel like it or not. See how much better you will feel, afterward. Listen to Russ Taff sing "Praise the Lord!" (sing along, if you will): http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZNYw_lWwwA8  

Hi, Everyone.
I hope you're enjoying this mini-devotional series on the 23rd Psalm. I know I am. If you miss any devotions, remember that they are saved on my profile blog. 
In thinking about the first part of verse 3, I decided it would be helpful to take 2 days to look at it, so that's what we'll do. Today is part one, and part two will be in Monday's Life Plan Devotion. Tomorrow, Lord willing, I will post the Flashback Friday Devotion. 
Please pray for those having surgery today, as well as those recovering from surgery, and pray for any who read today's devotion and realize that they're in it (see devotion).
Blessings,
Mary 

Life Plan Devotion #249 [My Restoration, part I]

Psalm 23:3a “He restores my soul” (NIV).

     Sheep are apt to wander. They do not understand the danger, but the shepherd knows that a lost sheep is in grave danger. It is the same for the person who is away from the Good Shepherd, for whatever reason.
     Today, let's look at the first type of lost sheep, the person who has not yet given his/her heart to Jesus. Isaiah 59:5 gives an accurate picture of those who live as lost. “Justice is far from us, and righteousness does not reach us. We look for light but all is darkness; for brightness, but we walk in deep shadows.” The lost may try to convince themselves and others that their life is full, but in the depths of their soul, they know that there is something missing. That something is Jesus.
     God loves each person, whether or not he/she has accepted Jesus as Savior. It was that great love that sent Jesus to us, that caused Him to be willing to sacrifice His life on the cross, to take our punishment for sins. The gift has been given, but each person must make the choice to receive that gift of forgiveness and salvation. Because we were created with the will to choose, God will not go back on His word and force us to choose. He will, however, pursue the lost with great compassion.
     In Luke 15:3-7, Jesus tells the parable (story) of one sheep who wanders from the fold. Because 100 sheep would be large enough to have at least 2 shepherds, one shepherd will leave, to search for the lost sheep, knowing that the rest are safe. Each sheep is valuable to the shepherd, and that is how precious each lost sheep is to the Good Shepherd.
     Why would Jesus endure crucifixion? I Peter 2:24-25 gives the purpose and the hoped-for result. “He himself bore our sins in his body on the tree, so that we might die to sins and live for righteousness; by his wounds you have been healed. For you were like sheep going astray, but now you have returned to the Shepherd and Overseer of your souls” (NIV).
     Have you allowed the Lord to restore your soul? Have you given your heart to Him? If not, why not? What is holding you back? The Hebrew meaning for “restore” is “to turn back.” Turn back to your Creator, God, and the Lover of your soul, Jesus. Open up your heart to Him, ask for forgiveness of all the wrong that you've thought, said, done. Ask Him to be the Lord of your life. Forgiveness and restoration of your soul will be immediate, and Lordship will be gradual. Your life will never be the same. For the first time, you will feel absolutely restored, complete, whole, and happy.

What this has to do with weight loss: What caused you to decide that something had to be done? How did you come to realize that your life had become unmanageable? How did you feel, down deep in your heart? You felt lost, I imagine. I know I did. I was weighted down with pounds of pain, and the pain was both literal and figurative. It felt similar to life before salvation, so I went to my Savior and asked Him to save me once again...to save my body from the destruction that I was causing. He did just that—through renewing my mind, healing my heart, and healing my body through opening the door to WLS, providing a plan of eating, and helping me to exercise my body. I could not do this without Him, and I encourage you to include Him in your weight-loss journey, as well.

Prayer for Today:
“Heavenly Father, I once was that one lost sheep, but You found me, and I let myself be found. Thank You for pursuing me, for not giving up on me. Never once will I regret praying, 'Lord, I'm a sinner. I'm sorry for all I've done wrong. Forgive me. I know You died on the cross for me. Come in to my heart, to live in me. I give my life to You, because You gave Your life for me.' Every day, Lord, I am grateful for Your gift of salvation, for the fact that I am no longer lost, no longer wandering aimlessly, no longer in darkness, no longer in grave danger, headed for an eternity apart from You. I love You, and I pray for all those who have yet to be willing to be found, that they will say 'yes' to You. In Jesus' Name. Amen.”   

Hi, Everyone.
Wonderful Wednesday is upon us! The week is half over, and Friday will be here, before you know it. Hang in there. :)
Please pray for all those having surgery today, including my dear friend, Rose (not WLS, though), and all those recovering from surgery. Let's pray for all who need to find some R & R (see devotion).
Have a blessed day, and thank you for reading the Life Plan Devotion.
Blessings Without Number,
Mary 

Life Plan Devotion #248 [My R & R]

Psalm 23:2 “He makes me lie down in green pastures, he leads me beside quiet waters,” (NIV).

     Around noon, every day, the shepherd leads his sheep to the best place for rest and refreshment...green grass to lie in and eat, and water to drink. He is particular about choosing the best for his sheep. He uses his staff to loosen rocks, lifts and places them in the running water, and creates a dam, so that the water becomes still and quiet. He knows that his sheep will be too frightened to drink there, otherwise. Our Good Shepherd does the same thing, and He desires that we get alone with Him, to rest, to partake of His Word, and drink in His Holy Spirit (John 4:14), in prayer.
     God's people are busy...sometimes too busy. We can become anxious, bothered, and full of care. Our Heavenly Father will lead us to rest and refreshment. Why? Because He is Jehovah-Shalom, “God my Peace” (Hebrew name for God). His peace is wholeness, where nothing is missing, nothing is broken.
     Are you in need of some R & R today? Find calmness, tranquility, peace, and nourishment in the Lord. Jesus said, “Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest” (Matthew 11:28). Rejoice in the Lord, knowing that He is near (Philippians 4:4), and “Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus” (Philippians 4:6-7, NIV).

What this has to do with weight loss: What weight-loss journey burdens are you trying to carry today? You are not meant to carry them alone. Go to the Burden Bearer, tell Him all about your troubles and concerns, ask for His help, and then lay those burdens down. Go about your day, knowing that the Lord is helping you find answers and put solutions into practice, in your life and body.

Prayer for Today:
“Heavenly Father, sometimes I find myself in a hard place, where the road is rocky and I feel parched and famished. During those times, help me to remember that I don't have to stay there, that I can run to You, for rest and refreshment. I pray that I will avail myself of the milk and meat of Your Word, and the water and wealth of Your Holy Spirit, through prayer and communion with You. I know that I can get busy...too busy...even when serving You, in ministering to others, but I know I must take time to get away, to rest my body, mind, and heart. Help me to know when I need to do that, without apology. Thank You for the precious peace that only You, Jehovah-Shalom, can give. I pray in the Name of Jesus, who bids me 'Come...and...rest.' Amen.”   

Hi, Everyone.
Today is my birthday...my spiritual birthday. 41 years ago today, I gave my heart to Jesus. What a wonderful journey it has been. I love Him more today than ever, and He has never failed me. Even the few times my prayers got a "no" from Him, I have known that He knows best, and quite a few of those "no" answers have caused me to see, later on, that it was definitely the best answer. There have been many "yes" answers, and there are still some "not yet" answers. It's all been amazing. I wish I could say that I've been the best believer God's ever had, but I know I'm not. I can honestly say, though, that "He who knows me best loves me most." That's because of His amazing grace. :)
Please pray for all those having surgery today, as well as those recovering from surgery. There are some Life Plan Devotion readers who are facing surgery very soon--like Rhonda and Rose. One is for WLS, the other is for a different surgery. Thank you for praying.
Blessings,
Mary 

Life Plan Devotion #247 [My Provision]

Psalm 23:1 “The LORD is my shepherd, I shall lack nothing” (NIV).

     At the end of a long day of shepherding his flock, the shepherd stands at the entrance to the fold, and as each sheep passes by, he inspects it. If there is anything that needs tending, with each sheep, he takes care of it. Our Good Shepherd does the same thing, and He desires that we come to Him with our needs. Why? Because He is Jehovah-Jireh, “the LORD my Provider” (Hebrew name for God).
     We know that God wants to meet all our needs, because we are taught to pray, in the Lord's Prayer, “Give us today our daily bread” (Matthew 6:11, NIV). Provision is promised to the believer. Philippians 4:19 says, “My God will meet all your needs, according to his glorious riches in Christ Jesus” (NIV).
     What is your need today? Whether your need is spiritual, physical, emotional, or financial, go to your Provider, and ask Him to meet your need. Be specific. Be sure to listen to Him, because He may need for you to allow Him to tend to something else that's lacking in your life (forgiveness, etc.), and that may need to be taken care of first. God is faithful and worthy of your trust. Allow Him to be Jehovah-Jireh, in your heart and life.

What this has to do with weight loss: Many on the weight-loss journey will go to anything and anyone, for relief of excess weight (or any other weight-related issue), before even thinking of going to God. As Creator, He knows you better than you know yourself. Go to Him with your every weight-loss journey need, and ask Him to help you. He will. Be sure to listen, for He may need you to do something first, and your obedience will be an important part of His providing.

Prayer for Today:
“Heavenly Father, You are truly Jehovah-Jireh, my Provider. I have seen You take care of my daily needs and even some of my wants. Thank You. I do not fear lack, no matter the economy, no matter what, because Your provision is certain, as I line myself up with Your Word. Lord, I don't want anything to get in the way of my needs getting met, so I come to You daily, to ask if there is anything in my heart and life that needs tending. Thank You, for Your faithfulness to inspect me. Help me to mend a wounded heart today, so that my heart may be mended. Help me to forgive, so that I may be forgiven. Help me to love, so that I may be loved by others. Help me to give, so that I may receive. I pray, in Jesus' Name. Amen.”

Hi, Everyone.
I trust you had a great weekend. My older son and his family were here for a youth group reunion. It's so nice that many in the group desire to stay in touch. 
I'm so excited about our new mini-devotional series, on the 23rd Psalm. I'm old enough to remember when, in school, we'd say The Pledge of Allegiance and either prayed The Lord's Prayer or recited the 23rd Psalm. That was before the Welcome (God) Mat was removed. Even so, most people, even unbelievers, can recite Psalm 23. However, I think the words have become so familiar that they have lost their preciousness. It is my prayer that our hearts will spark in fresh love for our Shepherd, as we read and meditate on each verse in the 23rd Psalm. I hope you won't want to miss a day!
Please pray for those having surgery today and those recovering from surgery. Pray for all those who read (or will read) the Life Plan Devotion, and for me as I seek the Lord daily for its content.
Blessings,
Mary 

Life Plan Devotion #246 [My Shepherd]

Psalm 23:1a “The LORD is my shepherd...” [KJV]

     One of my earliest memories is that of a painting that hung in my grandparents' home, calledThe Good Shepherd. It was a depiction of Jesus, carrying a lamb. I identified with that lamb, and I have always felt carried by Jesus, even before I gave my heart to Him. As a believer, though, I have found Him to be even more precious, as we have developed our relationship, Shepherd to sheep. How wonderful, to be able to say that He is my Shepherd. 
     In the Hebrew language, one of the names for God is Jehovah-Rohi, “God my Shepherd.” In John 10:11, Jesus calls Himself “the good shepherd.” Those of biblical days understood the role and purpose of a shepherd, and the role and purpose of a sheep, and many had firsthand knowledge of the relationship between the two. While we are distant from that, a part of every human understands, or at least longs for Someone to lead, guide, care for and intimately know him/her.
     When a lamb is born, the shepherd warms it with his hands and soothes it with his voice. For the first few days, until a lamb is able to walk, the shepherd carries it in his arms or on his shoulders. They bond. What a beautiful picture of the tender loving care of our Good Shepherd, who tends to every young believer in Christ. Just as the shepherd knew each of his sheep, from birth to death, so the Father knows each of His sheep, from the foundations of the world to death and throughout all eternity. It is the epitome of feeling “at home.”

What this has to do with weight loss: Ask God to reveal Himself to you, not only as your Shepherd, but also as your Guide on your personal weight-loss journey. Make Him a part of it. Consult Him as you would your doctor, nutritionist, and exercise physiologist. He is omniscient (all-knowing) and omnipotent (all-powerful), and He cares.

Prayer for Today:

“Heavenly Father, You are my Shepherd, and I am one of Your sheep. I know this, but I want to know You better, more intimately. I desire to take our relationship to a deeper level. As I read and meditate on each verse of the 23^rd Psalm, in the next few days, may I see You in new ways. Develop in me a heart after You, God, just as You did for the psalmist, David. Help me to see Jesus as my Good Shepherd, who walks with me day by day. It is only when I commune with You (Father, Son, and Holy Spirit) that I feel at Home. I pray all this in the Name of the LORD, my Shepherd. Amen.”  

Hi, Everyone.
TGIF! Today God Is First! :) 
Let's pray for all those having surgery today, as well as those recovering from surgery. Pray for those who need to take the next step (see devotion). 
Have a great weekend. Lord willing, I'll be back on Monday with a new mini-devotional series in the Life Plan Devotion. I'm excited, apprehensive, and feel inadequate (I am, but God isn't), so I appreciate your prayers. 
Today's devotion is from my personal journal dated June 5, 2007. The journal entries chronicle the 60-day journey the Lord and I went on, which led the way to some weight loss, WLS, and impacts me, still, today. 
Blessings,
Mary 

Flashback Friday Devotion #58 [Three Steps]


     Do you have a favorite verse that you've memorized, but then, one day, you looked it up, read a verse or two above it, and realized there was so much more there than you thought? That happened to me today, when I read Psalm 37:3-4.
     Psalm 37:3-4 reads, "Trust (lean on, rely on, and be confident) in the Lord and do good; so shall you dwell in the land and feed surely on His faithfulness, and truly you shall be fed. Delight yourself also in the Lord, and He will give you the desires and secret petitions of your heart" (Amplified). 
     The word "also" in verse 4 caused me look up the verse, as it told me that there was something else that came before, some other requirement(s) or step(s). Step One:  Trust. Step Two:  Do good. Step Three:  Delight.
     Those two verses say it all! If I trust in the Lord, if I lean on Him, rely on Him, and be confident in Him, and if I "do good" (do what I know I should be doing, in all areas of life), I WILL dwell in my promised land, and He will feed me with His faithfulness. He will be my delight, and He will bless me with every desire that I have, even the secret petitions that only He knows I have in my heart.
     Delighting my soul in the Lord is worship, pure and simple. It's focusing on Him, it's kneeling before Him or sitting at His feet, it's offering all I am to Him, and it's enjoying Him. It's rejoicing my heart in Him, it's yearning for Him, it's thinking about Him, it's talking to Him, it's listening for His still small voice, it's running to Him.
     It is amazing to me that I can slim my body by fattening my soul! I no longer try to find satisfaction in food, other than to enjoy it as the gift God intended it to be and nourishment for my physical body. Now, I find ultimate spiritual food in God's Word and in His presence.
     God knew that one of the desires of my heart is to lose weight and be a living testimony of His Grace. I am finding that as there is more of Jesus, there is less of me. What a delight!

Today, evaluate how you're doing with the 3 Steps to Life (Trusting, Doing that which is good, and Delighting in the Lord). Take time to worship, today. Listen to Chris Tomlin sing "Made to Worship," a song he wrote for the national "Called to Love" youth conference. This song answers the age-old question, "Why am I here?" http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c9taG2SSp8k