melissa180
My name is Melissa, I am 29 years old as of May15th, I have all ways been overweight, as a child I remember having a belly unlike the other girls I hung out with. I was very blessed though out my school years I was only teased twice thank goodness because I have heard some bad story's. I don't remember when I got to 300pounds but I know it was in high school, When I went in to my sinore year I was about 330 and of course I hated myself. The only good thing I remember about that year was meting my husband mike. I moved 6 years ago to wiscosion and It hasn't been my fav place and my husband works out of state which makes it hard for me, I wanna be with him but I have to stay hear to have my surgery. I was working at a clothing store, I loved it but I had a hard time standing My knees and ankles would hurt so bad that I could at times cry, I feel so useless, I love to work and I wanna work, I miss it but I let myself get this big. I did lose 60 pounds about 1 year ago but GAINED it all back. I am now going through the steps for the lapband I 'am on my 4th diation appt, I have to go to madison whice is 6hrs away and it is expensive. I wanna have babys one day. I hope after losing weight I can, I have always wanted to be a mommy. there is so much I wanna do and I know I can I just have to get this weight off.
