Slight Meltdown.

Feb 15, 2010

OK, just breathe.......

First, my surgery is tomorrow. 

Well...my surgeons office called and was like, we dont have your lab work. Youre not going to be able to have surgery tomorrow without it. And I get all flustered, and was like....yall need to find it because I know yall have it because someone from your office called me and went over my blood work results with me.....They find it like an hour later.

Then the hospital calls and says they moved my surgery up from 945 to 9am.  and that I have to be there at 730am. Ok, no big deal. But I have to call my mom and let my BF know because everyone has a schedule. 

Then.....my BF tells me that he will be there when I go into surgery, but hes being called to a mandatory meeting at work at 930, hopefully he will be there when I wake up.

Then, I had to work today and it was so busy. I was supposed to get off at 8pm....at 8:23, I decide to call it a day. I needed to hurry and get home and get all my last minute stuff together for surgery in the morning. Then......I couldnt find my car keys.  I looked, I looked, I looked.....after about 30 mins of searching...I call my boyfriend. NO answer. Over and over over....for about an hour I am calling him so that he can bring me my spare keys-my other keys are just gone. Vanished.  Finally, I call a friend to go to our house and knock on the damn door.  So, 2 1/2 hrs later, he shows up with my spare keys. 

Then........................my dad calls and says my mom cant come tomorrow because she is in a lot of pain.  She suffers from fibromalgia-i think-...or however you spell it and some other things that were not sure of.  And that was it...I cried. And cried. And Cried.  Then started feeling like I was going to effin flip out. 

phew.

wish me luck.  (i will not smoke a cig. i will not smoke a cig. i will not smoke a cig. i will not smoke a cig. i will not smoke a cig.)

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