T-4 days and counting down

May 19, 2009

Well today is thursday and I will be having surgery on Monday. I am being flooded with emotions right now everything from pure excitement right down to the holy crap feeling. I have been reading post like crazy the good, the bad, and the sometimes ugly lol... But I am still ok with my decision. In a way I have kind of grown through this whole experience. What I mean is I am able to finally accept myself for me. I guess it all kinda finally caught up to me. I know I am not in place that I want to be health and image wise and I want and am ready to fight to get there. This body that I am in and the state that is in is not me at all. So now that I have realized it I can't wait to fix it. See ya'll on the losers bench.

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