Somebody HELP!!!

Oct 08, 2009

It's been 3 days now on this Optifast and it is going pretty good except for around dinner time when the rest of the family are eating the delicious smelling food mmmmm. I cracked the first 2 days in tasting chicken one day and stuffed shrimp the next. Today I am trying out a diffrent plan, I sure hope it works. Just 5 more days until surgery, I have to get this right. Has everyone messed up on there fast before Op? Was it really a big deal that you cheated? Could the doctor tell that you cheated? I mean I would think that they to expect that we would mess up. Isn't that what why we are having the surgery  in the 1st place? What are some things that help you all not to crack/cheat and stay strong? Oh food, how I miss food. Oh, one more thing I am a cranky, angry individual. The family is catching it pretty bad. I really don't mean it but this is worst then PMS. Everything seems to irritate me. I hope they understand (which I don't). I still love them its just that I just ended a bad relationship(w/food). I feel like I just got a divorce. This is normal too, right?

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