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The scale moved this morning!!!!!!Only 2 pounds but I will take it how ever it comes!!!!

TO GET SOMETHING YOU NEVER HAD YOU HAVE TO DO SOMETHING YOU NEVER DID.

ok...i made it ! only 4 days to go!

So i am doing the 5 day pouch test starting Sunday to get back on track....Im off Monday so i figure i can get through this at home and no stress from the job...Please Pray for me ...I need all the help I can get!

MY COUSIN SENT ME AN EMAIL TODAY  AND THIS WAS INCLUDED:
From what you told me last night, you WORKED the tool last time. You were always prepared. You worked out all the time and didn't let anything stop you from getting the weight off. What changed other than the band size? What changed in your mind on your motivation? Is it the fact that you can eat MORE now that is depressing you? Did you have the same job that you had back then? Are you letting the job stop your motivation? Are you eating the same foods you ate back then or are you letting stuff pass your lips that you would have NEVER let come across them as before? Chick YOU were my motivation when I decided to get this band.

WOW ......THATS ALL I CAN SAY.....

PITY PARTY OVER.....AS THE OLE FOLKS USE TO SAY:
EVENTUALLY EVERY TUB MUST SIT ON ITS OWN BOTTOM:

ITS TIME FOR ME TO GET OFF MY ASS THOUGH!

OK AM I CONSIDER A LURKER....I'M ON THIS SITE EVERY FEW DAYS. I READ ALOT YET NEVER REALLY WRITE OR GIVE MY OPINION! I'M GOING TO WORK ON THAT .....SO HEARS AN UPDATE:
1. CONTROLLING HEAD HUNGER BETTER
2. STARTED WITH PERSONAL TRAINER 1 WEEK AGO
3. WORKING WITH A MEAL PLAN
4. TRYING TO DRINK WATER EVERYDAY
5. CONSIDERING A FILL THE 1ST OF THE YEAR
6. GAVE UP LAYS POTATO CHIP( THIS WAS A BIG ONE)
7.CUT BACK ON THE WINE IN THE EVENING
8. STILL HAVE HOPE!

SO THE PERSONAL TRAINING THUS FAR HAS BEEN GOOD. SHES STEARN BUT IN A GOOD WAY. SHE MAKE ME PUSH MYSELF AND I FEEL DETERMINED. SHE TOOK MY PICTURE TODAY AND TOLD ME THIS WAS THE LAST DAY OF ME LOOKING LIKE THIS.THAT MADE MY DAY. I AM HAVING ONE PROBLEM THOUGH. MY BLOOD SUGARS DROP AND I  GET NAUSEATED WHEN WE ARE WORKING THE ABS AND THE LOWER BODY. SHE SAID IT IS OKAY AND WILL SOON PASS. I HOPE THIS WILL HAPPEN SOON BECAUSE I HATE THIS FEELING! AT FIRST I WAS EMBARRASSED BUT I PUT MY BIG GIRL PANTIES ON AND GOT OVER IT.

I USUALLY TEASE MY DAUGHTERS AND SAY I'M THEIR OLDER SISTER BUT FOR THE LAST WEEK OR TWO I AM DEFINITELY THEIR MOTHER.  PLEASE KEEP ME IN YOUR PRAYERS!

Been a while since I have been on here to blodg but I must share this.My hubby and I returned today from 7 day cruise to the Bahamas. I really wasn't excited about this trip for various reasons but I went because I am grateful to have a husband that loves me so much to take me on a much needed vacation. Anyway...... on the cruise we were out to sea for 2 days going from Key West Florida to Freeport Bahamas. We decided to sit out on the deck these particular days and chill. While hubby jams himself into a peaceful afternoon nap with his IPOD, I decided to put down my book and people watch. I was sad within an hour. Everyone around me was obese. I dint say over weight I said obese. There were so many people around me obese, using canes, using walkers, and about 5 motorized scooters on board. As i was looking around, the people were indulging in several mixed cocktails and abundance of food. I got so sad!  I woke up my husband and said....Baby look around us....so many people are so over weight and have so many health issues. He kinda rolled over and said they are old. I said not look at them again they look old due to illness......He said you are right.....I was hoping and praying that I wasn't tripping and being obsessed by weight but I know what my eyes saw......i look good for my age i think and i want to continue to look good so I'm trying even harder !

I JUST READ THIS ON SOMEONES PAGE AND BOY DID A LIGHT BULB GO OFF!

Strategize for relapses.
If you have a plan for how to deal with failure, you'll spend less
negative energy on the relapse and be able to get back on track.


I AM NOT A LAP BAND FAILURE....I HAVE FAILED MYSELF BY PUTTING TOO MANY THINGS BEFORE ME AND I AM SPENDING TOO MUCH OF MY ENERGY GOING WOE IS ME AND NOT ON GETTING BACK ON TRACK!

I'M GETTING MY AZZ UP ....DUSTING MYSELF OFF.... AND DOING WHAT I HAVE DONE BEFORE!

ok I was advised to post before , now and where I want to be pictures of myself and I thought that was a great idea! This way I can see where I actually facing..........photos forth coming

Lets just say Im' starting over again. I have made up my mind I will succeed at this and I have already started by clearing some things off my plate starting with my extra job. I need time for me. Any one that knows would say that was a big hurdle for me. After next week there will be no excuses due to a crazy schedule or lack of time! This weekend Im cleaning out my panrty and freezer. My husband will probaly have a fit but there will no longer be temptations in the house. I've asked a couple of friends for support so YOU GUYS I'M DEPENDING ON YOU!