Settleing into a slump

Feb 02, 2012

 It's been 6 weeks since my surgery. And I have not really been losing any weight.  I lost 12 lbs in my pre-op diet and 10 lbs the first week after surgery, then 3 lbs the week after that. since week 3 I have not lost anything., in fact I have gained a pound. I know what it is. I suppose I could be eating better, I've been allowing sugar in my diet, not alot but more than I should. Also I have not been to the gym. My struggle has never been overeating but being lazy. I feared that the surgery wouldn't help with my problems and it seems I am right. Even though the one person I live with is sleeved also and doing great, I am still not able to find time to exercise and live disciplined. I went to join Kung Fu so I can learn discipline in my life while getting exercise and learning lifelong skills but it costs almost two hundred dollars a month. I had downloaded some bellydancing dvds but I have yet to really begin them. I have a free gym I was going to go to before I get ready for work but it opens at 7:00 am, the time I need to be home getting ready. I would go after work but after my almost hour long drive home from work, I just wanna be home besides I'm usually hungry. Excuses after excuses. That's all I have. And I HATE them. I hate it when people give excuses why they don't do things, but thats exactly what I do. and I have done it for years if not all my life. Why can't I just do it?!? Why do I always have the same struggles over and over again. Why do I allow myself to be lazy when I hate it? And if I don't get it into gear soon, I will be one of the few (if any) who has failed after getting VSG.

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