I can't wait to get this weight off!

Dec 14, 2010

The more weight that I have gained over the years I have noticed the harder it has been getting myself dressed and out of the house.  While you may look at my photos and wonder how could it be, trust me when I say this is a very hard thing to do!  I feel like because I am overweight I have to go those extra MILES to make distract from the weight.  I know it may sound vein or even ridiculous to some but I cant help it.  My hair must be together as well as my clothes.  While some maybe waiting for the day that they can dress nice and wear heels, me on the other hand has no problem wearing heels and such I just would like to enjoy leaving the house average, and not look like a blob.  Tennis shoes and sweats with a little tee.

I am just venting at this point, but my husband took me out this weekend and it was hell to get myself together.  I almost always end up tears halfway through getting dressed because I am so uncomfortable and the person I see in the mirror I do not like :(  Even something as easy as going to look for new glasses.  I was SO frustrated because my hair wasn't the way i wanted it which reminded me of how fat my face is, so  felt I couldn't go looking for glasses with all this going wrong.

Anyways, I just can not wait to lose this weight.  I am so unhappy.  January 27th can not come fast enough!

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