myophi
First time posting to my blog.
Mar 21, 2014
I have been lurking OH since the beginning of the year. All of the comments and questions have really helped me. I thought it was about time I started writing.
I thought that my long wait of approx. 7 mos. was a long time, but I'm seeing that's the norm.
I had my surgery March 12th and am now 8 days post op. I had a revision surgery, band to bypass. I had no fears of pain or the surgery going in. The surgery was smooth and other than the CO2 build up in my body that made me feel like a helium balloon I really didn't have much pain either. What I did and still do (mind numbingly so) fear is failing at this.
Is it normal to feel so insecure this early in the game?
