Negra A.

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I feel like an idiot because a year and a half ago I was losing weight, I was getting on track to have WLS then I got a job and felt like I was doing amazing on my own but getting busy and always on the run at work, everything fell apart! So instead of having this surgery over a year ago I am going through the process again which I know for sure that I will not fall off track but the difference this time is that I don't feel motivated, I don't really want to workout, and find it difficult to keep my healthy eating habits Friday through Sunday then promise myself to get back up on Mondays, its ridiculous cause I feel like everything I'm losing on weekday, I'm gaining on weekend. I am VERY excited about surgery, after all I only have about a month and a half to finish my checklist and get scheduled...YAY! hopefully somewhere in early June...BUT I feel like I don't have to do too much work. The first time I tried for surgery I was so motivated that the pounds were shedding off on their own, I had lost 40 pounds in just a month and a half, I was doing backflips at how excited I was and I really want to get back to that and I know I will after surgery but for now I'm blah... I know I making a lot of effort even though I'm blah but I think and know I can do better. Hopefully its just a temporary brain fart...