Three month mark

Dec 28, 2011

well I can remember being so upset about being hungry when i was only a couple of weeks out, Now eating is so hard to do.. I am on  a break from work for shut down and finding it really hard to eat... back to the protein shakes, smoothies I go. My taste buds are not liking food if that even makes sense I am begging to realize enjoyment for eating is non- existent to me now. I have the memory of food enjoyment but when it comes to actually eating well that is another story... I have read of people being out years and wishing they could have this feeling again so for now I will just shake it out... I am also cold for the first time in my life I know I'm in Michigan but I always thought of my self as kinda breed for cold climate well not any more am really going to invest in a mattress heater for sure. Cold pillows used to be my friend but not anymore... well enough complaining I'm on the downward end of a size 16 towards a 14 have saggy booty again in 16 which means after next month I will be in a 14 kinda sad though I have some really nice cloths in these 16 (a friend let me borrow them) I will have to look into the clothing exchange for sure. I am focusing on size not scale it is not my friend at all I dint want to get into a numbers game with a inanimate object... So for now I continue to eat on my Dr's orders , take my vit. and exercise as regularly as I possibly can we will see what is to come for my six month mark...

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