nlark930
August 22nd, 2007
Aug 22, 2007
Oh my God!!! Its been too long! I went to the doctor last week Monday August 13th and I'm now down to 272 lbs! I'm almost at the 100 lbs lost spot and I'm soooo excited and happy. I'm looking good and I'm feeling great. Still no nausea and no vomiting. Everything's great!
May 6th, 2007
May 06, 2007
Feb. 21th, 2007
Feb 21, 2007
Feb. 15th, 2007-- I MISS FOOD!
Feb 15, 2007
Dear Obesity Help.com,
I'm really going through. The only one who can help me through this is God. I must pray because I'm missing food...badly. But my only problem is I'm not hungry. This week I'm on full liquids (Atkins protein shakes, creamy soups, etc.) but I live in a full house and everybody is eating good and I want to eat with them. I've even been cooking for the family this week just to smell the food and look at it. I love to watch people enjoy my cooking, so I'll sit there and watch them eat and its agony. I'm an addict of food. I've loved food all my life and its always been my best friend. When I was sad, I ate. When I was mad, I ate. When I was bored, I ate. When I was happy and just wanted something to do, I'd eat. Now, my bestfriend is the TV. But it still doesn't fulfill me the way good tasting food did. I must be strong (and I am). I've been doing exactly everything the doctor said to do. Even though I'm in my early stages, I have no regrets. Last night I went to the Gold's gym right by my house and I got on the scale. My highest weight was 358 and now I'm 331. 27 lbs is a lot to me, especially in just a few weeks, so all in all I'm satisfied with the results so far. Thanks for listening to me and I'm glad I can always talk to you.
Love, Nikki
Feb. 10th, 2007
Feb 09, 2007
My family was all waiting on me in my room and my dad had my room filled with red roses and balloons and a big pink teddy bear. It was beautiful. I got lots of kisses and all I could say to myself was "Thank you Jesus." The gas was the worst for me. I had gas in my chest and upper abdominal area for 2 whole days. The nurses told me the best thing for that is to walk walk walk. I walked and prayed. It was released on the 3rd day. Before I left the hospital, they made me drink some diluted apple juice. It stayed down. The nasty stuff you must drink to check for leaks showed my surgery was a success...Thank God. God just keeps showing me that this was the right thing for me to do for my life. Today I'm feeling great. On Monday I start on my full liquids such as: creamy soups, protein shakes, any milk based liquids, etc. I started my vitamins yesterday. It went great. I'll update next week. Stay blessed.
Jan. 21, 2007
Jan 21, 2007
I went to my pre-op support group meeting yesterday morning and had a wonderful learning experience. There were about 40 of us in a room and of the 40 maybe 10 were post op. They gave a lot of advice and told us what to experience after surgery and how its really hard after surgery, IT AIN'T EASY. So I listened and learned a lot. My surgeon's office prefers his patients to use some vitamins before and after surgery called JuicePlus so I got online and ordered some chewables for after surgery. I went to GNC yesterday and bought a lot of things that I found out I shouldn't have gotten because they all had sorbitol in them (which is a sugar alcohol). So I returned them all. 2 more weeks and I'm ready. I was nervous for a while but now I'm ready. I viewed the memorial page on this site and it was sad to me. But maybe it was there time to go I thought to myself. I know it's not my time to go. God wants me to do so much and I believe that's why he allowed me to have everything leading up to this point to go so smoothly and so easily. I've got so many plans in life and I just want to be happy. I pray to God about this all the time. "If this is your will, Lord-then let it be done." I'm so ready to live the life I'm supposed to live. Being overweight has made be suffer from depression and all I would want to do is eat and watch TV. I ask for my ObesityHelp family to pray for me during my surgery and for a speedy recovery. AMEN!
Jan. 11, 2007
Jan 11, 2007
Dec. 27, 2006
Dec 27, 2006
It's 2 days after Christmas and I received a call today from the surgeon's office stating they would call me to set up an appt. Hopefully they'll give me a surgery date. I know I need to lose some weight before surgery and I hope its only about 20 lbs.
DEC. 22, 2006
Dec 22, 2006