Two days to go...

Jul 02, 2009

In two days from today i will be heading to the hospital to have surgery and I am a bit...hummmm worried? no I'm not,  scared, not scared either..I don't know how to label what I'm feeling, is a mixture of hope, that everything will be fine and I will lose ALL the extra weight, and calmness its weird, I know I will be in pain, and I hate pain, I know its gonna be hard(that is why I am writing to come back and read it every time I get blue) and in spite of all that i still want to do it. Go figure, I am officially crazy.

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