psmeshell
well I 've been on a diet all my life and yeah everyone knows ALL my life. i've lost weight, especially on Phen-fen and the diet that changed me for the rest of my life "crystal meth" diet. Yes I am a recovering addict and will have 5 years clean and sober on 10/21/07. I would love to have my surgery on that date, that would be awsome. Well back to me, I am a divorced mother of 2 boys both teenagers but good kids, I can't complain except about myself. Well no not real about me either just this dibilatating disease called obiesity, that I can't beat for the life of me. But I guess I sure trying. I have one more nutritional class then another refferal goes in. This one to see the Doctor. I've already been thru 6 months of classes, sleep apnea testing ( which I have), psych evaluation ( which went great), and now it's the doctor and I'm terrified wanna know why, because I haven't lost any weight. and not without trying cause I have. It's just everything, I 'm really tired, my thyriod is never level, I hate sleeping with that sleep apnea machine so I don't get a very good nights sleep. Well I sound like a rageing lunitic and I'm not really I am very happy go lucky and optimistic. Ok thats enough about me right now. Keep in touch for more.
