I have Officially FAILED..

Nov 21, 2015

 and here I am 2015.. I have FAILED..  My General Prac. said I MUST LOOSE this extra weight.. Pressure on my Heart and Lungs.  I did so well for so Long, BUT.. I know where I went wrong. Day after Day, Week afer week, Month after month, YEAR AFTER YEAR. Sitting on my fat ass day Snacking, Mindlessly Snacking.. Over time.. It ALL ADDS UP, It Creeps up Slow and Gradual.. Most cases are even aware, Till you notice slipping BACK INTO THE FAT CLOTHES AGAIN...I am and have been a HOME BOUND health care provider, First for my Father, until He passeday.. NOW.. for my Father in law.. NO exercise, No NOTHING.. My only enjoyment, solace, is FOOD. Due to my sleeve.. I still physically CAN NOT OVER EAT in one sitting. DONT GET ME WRONG.. I believe in the SLEEVE.. IT WORKS.. BUT..  IF>> I / WE do not curb our Negative eating habits, and regularly get SOME exercise Walking, Yard work.. HELL.. even SEX.. ANYTHING thay gets your ass up out of your chair, and your blood pumping. ME.. NOTHING.. SITTING HOUR AFTER HOUR, DAY AFTER DAY.. I FAILED> AND FEEL LIKE HELL AGAIN.. cant breath, Everything hurts, Depression, Its all back.. I MISS feeling good in general, and about myself.. I am thinking, My only alternative is to get the revision surgery from VSG to RNY. BUT.. My insurance is Complete SHIT.. and I think they will do like last time, and tell me to crawl off and die..  ( Last time I had to self pay, and went to Mexico ) I Might have to sell my car.. and do that again !!!!   (( USELESS INSURANCE ANYWAY !!! ))

Thats all for now...

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