Ann F.
Courage
Jan 03, 2011
Checking in
Oct 28, 2006
Fill #3
Oct 13, 2006
Fill #2
Sep 21, 2006
Had fill #2 last Friday (9/15). Lost 5 pounds last month. As of today, I am at 50 pounds lost. I am SOOOOO happy. I have worked hard this week. My fil is working. I am doing better with portions!!!! I exercise every day...since school started nights are crazy so I get up around 4:30 and sometimes as late as 5:15 when really tired and I walk anywhere from 1 1/2 to 3 miles, or even more if time permits...
My 2nd fill was easier..still a "blind" stick--no fluro--but he's pretty good..filled me up til I couldn't swallow, then backed it off some. Now I have 2ccs in my 4cc/9.75cm band. I LOVE THIS BAND!!!!
Here's my measurement stats:
Pre-op
Waist 50"
Hips 57 1/2"
BMI 48.9
Now
Waist 39
Hips 47
BMI 40.34
I have lost 11" from my waist and 10 1/2" from my hips....WHOO HOO!!!!
Update--August 24
Aug 24, 2006
This morning I was down to 240!!! Hope I can stay there. Had my first fill about a week ago and I got MAJOR stuck last night on chicken and tomato. I forgot to chew good enough!!!! EXCRUTIATINGLY PAINFUL!!!! I can imagine this is like heart-attack pain. I ended up sliming uncontrollably...slime just pouring out. I kept gagging uncontrollably and I ended up throwing up the big pieces. I did drink a little dr recommended concoction just in case there was anything else in there....4 oz tap water, 1 tsp lemon juice, 1/4 tsp. Adolphs meat tenderizer (plain)...sip over one hour. I was fine after about an hour...stoma seemed to cramp off an on all night...went back to liquids today! Bought some blueberry Spiru-tein protein drink...it was delicious...have had trouble with liking anything else, so it's great to find something I can tolerate...I'm just not much of a meat eater.
My revelation
Aug 19, 2006
I am happy. I am going to be me. I am going to quit apologizing for being me and be happy with me and the life I have chosen to live. Life is too short for me not to do what I need to do to be happy and to be ME and to be genuine. I don’t plan to pretend anymore. If people then don’t like me for who I really am, then they don’t have to be around me. That’s my new revelation for the week. I am going to do what I need to do for me and my family without accepting ridicule and without apologizing for my behavior and self which are completely acceptable.
Disneyworld and first fill
Aug 19, 2006
Back from
Saturday Drove all day
Sunday Magic Kingdom…first trip for any of the 5 of us so we were so lost!!! Stayed all day. Watched parade and fireworks. We loved these rides: Buzz Lightyear,
Monday Epcot….nice, but an extremely hot day! We toured the “world” and rode the ride that has the big Earth planet at the end. The kids thought that was cool. We also rode a “boat” through a fake evening sky which was pretty cool..not sure what that was. We also rode the cars that are like a road test which end in a speedy trip around the race track. The kids loved that and thought it was cool.
Tuesday MGM—MY FAVORITE!!!!!!!!!!! We rode the
Wednesday Animal Kingdom—Pretty cool. We did the safari and rode a tilt-a-whirl roller coaster thingy, the Dinosaur ride—which was scary!!!! But the MAJOR RIDE THERE—Expedition Everest was an hour and a half wait and they had no more fast passes, so we didn’t get to ride….boooooo hoooooo. The big tree there is also really cool. We ate lunch at the Rainforest Café….I skipped lunch and just ordered the Rainforest Ricky because I was so freaking hot I was dying. This was a smoothie sort of drink but I promise you it was the very best thing I have ever had in my mouth…I don’t even like smoothies. This was awesome!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Thursday Universal Studios—We rode everything. The Terminator show was the most awesome thing I have ever seen! We rode Jaws, the Mummy, ET, Men in Black, Back to the Future, etc.
Friday Sea World—We watched the Shamu show and the dolphins and other stuff, toured all the various animal sites, etc. We rode the Journey to Atlantis which was a cool roller coaster/water log ride and we rode the Kraken—which was a long loopety-loop roller coaster….it was awesome cool. We rode on the front seat!!!!!!!
Saturday—left
What a trip. I was SOOOOOOOO hot every day at every minute I had sweat literally rolling off my face. I have never been so hot. I drank tons and tons of water and NEVER had to pee (well, almost never) because I sweated it all out. It was so hot and so humid. At night, the pool was too warm, but still inviting. Our air conditioner didn’t work in the house half the time….there were two days that I was trying to get ready to go to dinner in my room which was 93 degrees…..YES…NINETY THREE DEGREES….and trying to fix my hair and reapply makeup that I was sweating off faster than I could put it on. Insane hot!!!!!! Anyway, the pool…..we had so much fun in the pool.
Now, on to the real issue……my Band!!! I had my first fill yesterday. Took him an hour and a half to find the port. He kept saying he’d reschedule me for Monday for a fluro when he would give up and I would say… “I’m not trying to pressure you, but you can keep trying if you want. The needles aren’t freaking me out and I’ll deal with the bruise just fine.” I didn’t want him to do something he felt he shouldn’t do but I got the sense he wanted to get it, I was doing okay and didn’t want to have to come back on Monday, and I was handling it okay. I told him I wouldn’t be upset either way…whatever was best. Finally he got it!!!!! He had me drink until the water stopped and went nowhere and then he backed it off to 1 cc. So, now I have 1 cc in a 4cc/9.75 cm band…I finally thought to ask what kind of band I have. There is a VG—which he says is mostly for men, there is a 10 cm and a 9.75 cm. I have the 9.75 cm. I’m on liquids for 2-3 days, then mushies and so on….hoping this is a good fill but I know it usually takes several. My next is scheduled on 9-15! Don’t get me wrong, it was an ordeal, but it wasn’t my fault and it wasn’t his fault…it was just hard to get. I had to lie flat and hold my head up because in that position the muscles in my abdomen seemed to help him find what he was looking for. I’m pretty easygoing about stuff like that….and I know he’s used to some really demanding patients, which I’m not at all…so I think he’s finally getting that I’m pretty consistently a nice person.
Update--July 29
Jul 28, 2006
Early on in the week, I was up to 253 for some reason but I think it was water weight gain because as of this morning, I am at 245, which is a 40!!!! pound loss since i started this whole process. That makes me so happy. Last night we went to the Faith Hill/Tim McGraw concert in
Update--July 22
Jul 22, 2006
I was on a trip all of last week for business--surrounded by food, practicing self-control. I did really good, even being way off track. A couple of times I got light-headed because I refused to have snacks because my meals were calorie-dense because I had to eat what I was served rather than having my planned meals. I exercised to the Walk Away the Pounds DVD so many on OH have recommend. It is terrific, but not the same as the treadmill. Here's the bottom line--I didn't lose, but I didn't gain and I think that's great news for me. Starting today, I'm back on the program, but it's been a little hard.
When I think about cheating, sometimes, I go read the Memorials section of OH. It reminds me that I laid my life on the line to lose this weight and I cannot cheat or decide not to exercise when I walked into the hospital that morning knowing I might never return to my husband and small children. I read those stories of patients (mostly RNY) with small children who never came home from the surgery and it reminds me of how serious this was and how serious it could have been (and could still be if I don't do all that I'm supposed to do). It's so unfair that there were people just like me, no major health problems who had the surgery and died. And, I just like to remember that I can't take this too lightly or blow off a day by cheating. I risked my life to lose the weight and I intend to lose the weight! May God bless me and you in our journies. May we all have the courage to make this work for us in light of all the others who never had the chance.
Okay--I can't leave on such a sad note. My husband and I are taking the kids to
NSV's I want for ME!
Jul 15, 2006
Non Scale Victories I am seeking:
1) To get on any airplane without worrying that I won’t be able to fasten my seatbelt
2) To go to
3) To have my back pain stop completely
4) To have my husband make some incredible comment when I begin to feel smaller in his arms
5) To fit in my wedding dress again (a weight of about 191 pounds)
6) To be able to walk 30 minutes on the treadmill without stopping at 3.7 mph
7) To sit comfortably in the small chairs at my childrens’ schools without fear of breaking them.
8) To be able to walk 1 hour on the treadmill without stopping at 3.7 – 4.0 mph
9) To wear a swimsuit and play in the water with my children when we are camping or in a hotel with a pool without feeling embarrassed
10) Go out to eat Mexican or Italian or whatever and feel satisfied with a much smaller portion than I used to eat.
11) Have the people who have not been supportive of my decision agree that I made a good choice for my future.
12) To have my children never be embarrassed or concerned about my weight again.
13) To be much lighter than my husband, even when he loses weight.
14) If I ever have to look for another job, to be light enough that hiring managers don’t make assumptions about me based on my weight instead of my qualifications and abilities.
15) To motivate and inspire another person based on my own success and decisions.
16) To recognize some way that I have made life better for other people because of my weight loss.
17) To be less irritable with my family and enjoy life more.
18) To have my symptoms of a prolapsed uterus/bladder disappear
19) To buy clothing in the misses department
20) To be able to wear a bracelet and have it be attractive