6 days out and I feel like a human being!

May 22, 2010

Yay!  I feel like me!  My belly is less swollen, I am able to eat and drink fairly normally ( 1/4c food in 20 mins about 2 cups of water in between meals and snacks which I am trying to have 5 times a day)   I am starting to get sensation back like urinating and itchiness.  Although I feel I pushed a bit hard yesterday I feel pretty good today.  I laughed, I cried, I got mad.  Seems silly, but anesthetic robs me of everything from emotions to normal functionalitly.  I just need to get rid of the rest of this gas so that my body can finish gettting back to normal and then all will be good to go!  I am not counting protiens yet, but pretty much every meal or snack is milk based just so that I can make sure that I am getting some protien in.  I do not want to lose my hair!  On the bright side my fingernails are long and healthy so I know that I am not in trouble yet! They are never this strong!  So glad I made this decision, and so glad that it is going well.  The first day or two I was like WTF did I do?  I'm an idiot.  Why did I do this to myself?  I just want to have some chips and make myself feel better.  I'm a dummy...then I sat back and reminded myself that in a year I could be 200lbs and feel great and that is why I did this.  I am tired of food ruling my life, and there is no way food can rule it now...I don't have the deisre to eat at all, ao it is not in control!  WOOP!

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