smilan
I was a muscular baby. I stayed that way until I was 12 years old. I went from muscular to curvy, and then on to chubby. By the time I reached my first year in college I was fat. I gained consistently over the years, and now I wear a size 20 and weigh 252 lbs. I am a true girly girl. I love, love, love clothes, shoes, bags, makeup, all of it. I really hate that I cant be the woman I am inside. I do ok for a fat chick, but I want to be a bad chick all around. In addition to the superficial reasons for losing weight, I also want improved health. I want off of these blood pressure meds. I want to be able to walk a mile and not have a heart attack. I want to stop always thinking Im going to have a heart attack! I want to dance on a pole for my husband (and look good doing it)! My insurance begins covering Lap Band on Jan. 1, 2009. I want to be banded by March 1st.
