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IT'S ALMOST HERE FIVE DAYS AND COUNTING.  I HAVE LOST 14 POUNDS TOTAL  AND IT FEELS GOOD SO I CANT WAIT TO BE ON THE LOSING SIDE.  THIS LIQUID DIET HAS BEEN SO HARD FOR ME ALOT OF TEARS AND NIGHTS OF GOING STRAIGHT TO BED FROM HUNGER PAINS.  ITS CALLED WILL POWER AND I HAVE LEARNED TO CONTROL IT.  SO FRIDAY CAN COME AS FAST AS IT WANTS BECAUSE I AM READY.

WELL HERE IT GOES I HAVE 13 DAYS TO GO TILL SURGERY.  I AM ON DAY 2 OF THE LIQUID DIET AND IT IS ROUGH BUT I AM GONNA MAKE IT.  I JUST PRAY WHEN I FEEL MYSELF BECOMING DISCOURAGED.  I AM SO EXCITED TO SEE THE NEW ME.  SORRY I HAVENT POSTEDIN SO LONG BUT I LOST MY BESTFRIEND EARLY IN THE YEAR AND I HAVE BEEN HAVING A HARD TIME WITH IT.  I MISS HER BUT I KNOW GOD NEEDED HER MORE THAN I DID.  WELL I AM GOING TO KEEP UP THE POSTS AND KEEP ME AND MY SURGERY IN YOUR PRAYERS.

Well family I finally got a date for surgery.  I will be crossing over on February 27,2009 and I am so excited and nervous all together but I know this is for a better me and that is all I keep thinking of and I know this is what will get me through this along with my OH family.  I was hoping to have the surgery before my birthday but a week after is not to bad.  My family is not being all that supportive but in time they may see it differently but if not I have to make decisions for me.  So keep me in your prayers always and I hope everbody has a great holiday.

I was approved by insurance on Monday October 13,2008 after I was originally denied on Friday the 10th of October only because I did not initially call my insurance when I first started with the program to let them know that I was interested in the surgery so they basically just needed to hear it from my mouth so once I make a pymnt towards my copay I will be able to set up a surgery date and I am so happy ready to get going. 

ALL DONE JUST WAITING ON A RESPONSE FROM MY INS TO SEE IF EVERYTHING WILL BE APPROVED.  SO MANY THOUGHTS RACING THROUGH MY MIND BUT I AM GOING TO TRY TO THINK POSITIVE .  I WISH I HAD MORE FAMILY SUPPORT AT A TIME LIKE THIS BUT SOMETHINGS WE CANT CHANGE WE HAVE TO JUST EXCEPT.  IF ANYBODY FEELS MY PAIN JUST HOLLA!!!!