sweetnessmd
i wanted to introduce myself and say this.... all my life i have been big i was a month early when i was born at 8lbs 7 oz imagine full time yeah... i have alwasy been the pretty face big girl and the one left out because i am big ... i grew up always seeing and hearing how i would be a better person if i was abit smaller ... as i got older i cared less and less what they thoguth and started to hate who i was on the out side i am outgoing and try to make up for it in other ways... PEOPLE love me and love to be around me but men .... lol i cant say that in all because i have met a man that loves me to the end of the world.... i ahve a beautiful baby boy who becuase of my weight had a hard birth 2mnths premie weighing in at 4lbs 7 oz but now hes ok he is two my soul!!!! (the man i am with is not the biological father but loves him like no other) my sons father met me when i have one of them weight loss attemps and loss 70 lbs (i went down to 217 lbs) i thoguth he was the one till i got pregnant and the truth came out he told me the truth the only reason he wanted my was he said it was easy to controll a big women because he knew they didnt have good self asteam and that (he was good looking by the way) a man like him would never give them a time of day it crushed me all the way... i found love for me after that by my self becuse after him i alwasy had guys wanting to be with me and i thought that i needed a man to love me i didnt i needed to love my self theni relize i didnt want my son to be like me a weight issue then my dad at 43 had 2 massive heartattack and it was due to his health and obesity that was it my fight then and there was over time to change my lifestyle... so that is why i am here to ay ... i found Dr. Liao nad went forth for the RYN .. a new life
