Enjoying the journey...

Jun 18, 2010

Hello OH family. I know its been a long time once again but I decided that enough time has past so I owe it to you all to give an update...I have officially lost 37lbs.  Since my surgery on 3-26-10.
I have gone from a size 16-18 to a size 12...I am sooo excited to see the transformation thusfar...I feel like I am finally living the life that GOD has designed for me...and as you all know I am in the process of a divorce which has not been a bed of roses but the good about it has definetly been outweighing the bad...I am so at peace with my decision to divorce and focus on myself and my children...Speaking of my children, ages 15, 10 and 5....They are very excited attimes a bit jealous (the 15 yr old)  for my weight loss sucess and they are also very happy with how peaceful our home now is..To GOD be the Glory!!!

I have a small confession though, I actually went down to 195 and I freaked out...I was in such shock that I felt like I was lossing to fast and started forcing myself to eat...I have such mixed emotions, sometimes I want the weight to come off fast and when I start working my tool by increasing protein and excersizing it falls off so fast that it scares me...I don't want to be to small because Im not that far from my goal (29lbs) but I fear gaining it back if I don't stay on track...IDK I guess Im confused at times....Feel free to give suggestions...
Thanks, T

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