I have been a member on OH for quite some time.  Coming and going and lurking.  Back in 2010 I began all the steps that are required of you in order to get WLS.  In early 2011, I quit my longtime job (because of a new person who became quite the bully) therefore loosing my insurance.  Since then I have gained over 100 lbs.  I grew up very thin.  People were always asking my mother if I were anorexic or bulimic. I was a runner and could eat anything I pleased.  But in the late 90's I developed Plantar Fasciitis and could barely walk.  As time went on I had surgeries on my feet and started walking in such a way to compensate for the pain I was in that it caused additional problems to my feet.  I slowly became inactive and started to gain weight...which cause even more problems.  I feel as if my own body has betrayed me.  Here I am in April, 2017 and just started the process again.  Just had another foot surgery in  late February, 2015. I need the weight gone so I can be there for my 13 year old as I was for his older, grown brothers.  So that I can be healthy and around for future grandchildren.  I can barely exercise but have recently started riding a stationery bike and using bands.  Some parts of each of these still cause problems with my feet but I have got to push myself through the pain.  I have not even mentioned that I am a chronic pain patient and truly hate taking pain meds.  I want them out of my life.  They don't even help much anymore and all the doctors want to do is increase the dosage.  That is not going to happen.  I won't let it.  Too scared of becoming addicted to those things.  I had a sister who had an issue and I am scared to death of them.

 

So my journey starts all over now.  I am truly just beginning.  I had my consultation appt 4/19/17 & have set all my nutrition appts & psych eval appt.  Estimated time for surgery is August/September 2017. So far away.  SMH!  

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