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Finding Peace With Food
Apr 02, 2013
I am 9 days out from surgery, and have moved to pureed foods per my nutritionist's instructions. I am down from 253 to 237.4 in nine days. Thankful for this early success. I am using these first days to learn more about my unhealthy relationship with food.
Yesterday was a huge first for me. My husband and I were out on a half day drive, and he decided to order McDonald's. I actually rode in the car for 45 minutes with that "wonderful" smell of french fries and chicken sandwich filling the car. Guess what? I made it. I realized that I wasn't even hungry. Head hunger yes; I have never passed up a McDonaldf's that my skinny husband suggested we stop at.
I am beginning the journey of developing a healthy relationship with food. I have a long way to go, but at least I am learning.