Teresa M.
Self Image
Dec 30, 2008
Well, I guess all of us suffer from this sometime or another. I think mine has gotten to me. It's made me sabotage my weight loss. I should be at goal by now. But I feel that I've lost so much in some places that I'm afraid if I lose more it will be in the same place.........my boobs. I know this may sound crazy to some people but I have always had big boobs. So it doesn't feel like my body any more. When I'm not wearing my bra it looks like I don't have any at all. I've started saving to get plastics done on them. I know this sounds vain. But I've had big boobs since I was 15. I was over weight but not MOB.I just didn't think they would look like old tube socks. I don't even like for my hubby to look at them. Not too great for our "private life". He tells me not to worry I can get that fixed. But still I just don't like the way they are. I will need a Tummy Tuck too but for some reason that doesn't bother me as bad. I guess because I've always had fat belly. It's sagging but not too bad. My legs are wrinkled and I don't like that either but still not as bad as the boobs.
I'm gonna get my 25 pounds off and then I can start thinking about getting plastics. I will have the boobs done first. I know it will be rough having the surgery and all. As long as the results are good. I don't want to be ginormous. I just want them to be even in size and full. Not Flat. It sounds like I need to talk to the psychologist. I'm not crazy or anything, I just need to work on the body image thing. I don't look in the mirror and see a Fat person like some people do. I just don't like what has happen to my "girls". I didn't think I would lose so much there. I've lose 80 at one time and I didn't lose them. Not like this. Not cup size.
I 've got to get this out and move one. I do feel better since I finally said it. I told my Sis about this today. She has her on problems with skin. Her's is her belly so she does kind of understands.
Well, that's about it for now. Later........
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About Me
Waterloo, SC
Location
28.8
BMI
Surgery
03/04/2008
Surgery Date
Aug 19, 2007
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