How fast the time passes

Mar 16, 2011

Okay, so I am 12  days away from my surgery.  I am so excited, I can not sleep at night.  The anxiety is keeping me up until 3 am.  It is making work oh so difficult.  Good thing I have the day off tomorrow.  Since this is a fairly last minute thing I am having a hard time getting everything done in time.  I am trying to work as much overtime as possible to bank my hours so I can have more time off for the surgery.  I dont know what I will do if I have complications, hoping for the best.  Everytime I eat I think, oh this is my last hot dog, or this is my last porkchop!  Weird how I am already morning the loss of all the food I will not be eating after it is done.  I never really knew how much I depended on food.  I am going to have to find another outlet.  I am hoping that I will have enough weightloss to may play some kind of sports this summer.  I used to love sports and that is one thing I would really like to get back to!

0 Comments