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Wanted to drop in and say hello to everyone. It has been crazy here and hopefully this year will be better than last year.
I have stayed foccused on my goals for weight loss. It has been realy hard though. I want more and more off, I dont see myself as others see me. I have told my doctor  and others at the office. I now am supose to maintain my weight and find suport group ok makes since. But, now i sit back and think am i just crazy, maybe just denial! i dont know has any one been though this. Also, dose anyone know of a good plastic surgent the doctor has sugested this. I have made my goal weight plus more starting at 274lbs now at 147lbs that 127 ponds gone. Yes, I feel much better. I just want to feel good about myself and the fat girl gone that I see in the mirro. Any help would be great!

Here is my WOW moment I weight 199lbs. I thought that I would never see this number I felt that I was going to be stuck at 201. I am so happy!!! I hope that everyone reaches their goals but, most of all be happy with their choices of WLS. Eventhough It is slowing down at times we are all in charged what we eat and our activities. Good Luck and take care.
~V

Well for the last week we have been fixing up the house. I found my dream house! Now I am sick and it sux. I hate being sick! Well I dont feel real well and I am going to rest.

Take care all,

~V

Hey its raining which realy sux. I am in a blah mood it is cool and damp...
Weekend was good I went through the boys draws. cleaned up the house.
well thats about it.
~V

GOOD MORNIING!
Well I woke up and of corse I am tired rand my oldest to summer school. Before long I will be taking our youngest to the doctors for his physical.Wow! and the day has just be gone. 
I feel ok about myself today not as well as yestorday but I wont complain.Today is Friday YEAH!! I hope to have a productive weekend but, it is supose to rain which realy sux but, we need the rain so the crops to grow I guess I should say fields to grow (grass). The horses need to eat too....
Well thats about it for now. 
 Take Care, ~V

Woke up in a good mood. Thank goodness! I hope that with the warm tropica weather like this will keep me in the good mood that I need to be in.
Went to the local restrant this morning got a cup of coffee to go  I have not been in their in awhile when a guy that I know said wow I did not reckonnize
who you were being thin. Now mind you I am not thin I am not at goal yet. But it did make me feel good. But. Yet did not know what to say besides I am not thin. I guess my insercities popped out. I feel bad for saying it that way. I am just not use to that kind of comments.

Well I guess their is hope for me. I went to the doctor yestorday I got 1 more cc in my band. I have lost 13lbs in 35 days yeah!! I now need to reach  200lbs then I wont be considered obesed just over weight. This has been a long journey one that I have questioned myself many times wondering if I choose the right surgery. I believe that I have choosen the right one for me.
It has been much work and dedication as many know. I still have issues with myself esteem good days and bad days. I have been told this is normal and to talk to others with WLS. So now I plan to post as much as I can even if its one word that describes how I feel. 
Today I feel good about myself. I hope that everyone feels good about yourself not just today but everyday!
Take care,
~V

Hello everyone!
I have just relized I have not been on for a long time. I hope that everyone is doing well. The weather here is has been very warm with thunder storm kinda strange weather. But, all well.
I go for a fill tomorrow so, I hope that my scales have not lied to me. some tomes they worry me. I dont feel that I have lost enough weight since my lst fill. I feel as if I am tring to control my issues with weight loss by always jumping on the scales then is the number havent moved I am so, down on myself. I stayed at 222lbs for the longest time. my scale says 218lbs but I dont trust it so I say 219lbs just to be safe. 
I have been busy with outside stuff fixing and cleaning up. the fun things in life. hahaha.... no I do enjoy going outside though and workingin the yard. My husband and I have been talking about selling our house and moving to the country. Which, will make me happier. But anyways. I am kinda scared going tomorrow due to I was to keep track of the food that I was eating But, I didnt
Ok I was busy. well I gotta go bed time. Take care everyone

Well I just got back fron the doctor and I have lost five more pounds. Not that I am looking for it!  That is a total of 40 pounds in less than 3 months. My 3 om.  will be on the 26th of this month. I got 1 more cc in my band. So, today I went and bought me some jeans I am crazy I know but, here lately I have been so cold plus I need some jeans they are a size 16. I started in size 20 so I guess that is not to bad.....
They are a bit tight but hopefully they will be lose in a month or two. I go back in July unless I need to a fill. 
Take care, Velvet

Taken today 5*17*08 weight @ 230lbs. I will be getting my third fill monday!