Surgery in the morning... I'm scared
You survived what you thought would kill you. Now straighten your crown and go forward like the Queen you are!
Its a very scary thing but I can tell you that it is worth it. There really is not that much to worry about. It will be over before you know it and you will be making your first steps to a whole new life. I am somewhere around 20 months post-op I have gone from 384lbs and a 54 waist to 194lbs and a 32 waist and no health problems. Focus on what life will be like after surgery and you will get through this just fine.
I had my surgery on Dec 3, 2013. It was the best decision that I have ever made. I have had some medical tests since surgery and everything has back with very positive results. That was not the case before surgery! When I woke up from surgery I felt like I had done a million sit ups. On the fifth day I felt fine. I followed my eating plan as noted. I am now at a good weight and I am looking forward to being out and about this summer! No more hiding and hating how I look! I still have about 25lbs or so to go but that is will taken care of since I have changed my relationship to food! Feeling terrific is TERRIFIC!!