The Waiting Game... all the things taken for granted.
I am waiting on my revision appeal decision. It is in the hands of a Mrs. Bobbie Garner, CPC at BCBSNC... so says my letter. She has until 10/25 to make the decision. I am hoping for a letter with good news soon. Is it bad that I looked her up on the internet? That I am kind of excited that she is a 41 year old mother from my hometown??? Could it be a good sign???
In the past three months since I have been going through this process I have been more aware of my weight and more disgusted/frusterated than ever.
I see a skinny girl that looks like crap in sloppy ratty clothes and unkempt hair and think, "wow - if I had that body I would rock it." But I know that her weight isn't her issue, it is something else.
I have a dream that one day I wake up and don't think about my weight.
One day I won't look at a chair and wonder if I will fit.
See a mirror and don't reflexively suck some part in or immediately look away.
I will get to kick Lane Bryant out of my family.
Not look at the weight limit on anything.
I won't have to bypass the amusement park rides.
I won't stress over my upcoming flight and if I will squish the passenger next to me, or embarrassingly ask the flight attendant for the seatbelt extender.
I have a dream that I get approved for a tool that will work for me.
Asking for happy approval vibes sent down her towards Durham, North Carolina....
In the past three months since I have been going through this process I have been more aware of my weight and more disgusted/frusterated than ever.
I see a skinny girl that looks like crap in sloppy ratty clothes and unkempt hair and think, "wow - if I had that body I would rock it." But I know that her weight isn't her issue, it is something else.
I have a dream that one day I wake up and don't think about my weight.
One day I won't look at a chair and wonder if I will fit.
See a mirror and don't reflexively suck some part in or immediately look away.
I will get to kick Lane Bryant out of my family.
Not look at the weight limit on anything.
I won't have to bypass the amusement park rides.
I won't stress over my upcoming flight and if I will squish the passenger next to me, or embarrassingly ask the flight attendant for the seatbelt extender.
I have a dream that I get approved for a tool that will work for me.
Asking for happy approval vibes sent down her towards Durham, North Carolina....
Revision Lapband to RNY 2-6-2013 HW: 286 Pre-Op Diet: 277 Surgery Day: 265 Goal: 155 CW: 155
Plastic surgery 8/28/2014: Brachioplasty, mastopexy, & abdominoplasty.
Plastic surgery 1/27/2015: Butt Lift
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