Here we go..
In less than 24hrs, my surgery will be done. I feel at peace at this moment. I'm sure in the morning this will change. I spent the begining of last week under so much stress and aniexty, but about 2 days ago I decided to change my attitude and release all the aniexty. I've felt very good ever since that. I know I am doing the right thing. I understand that there can be complications. I CHOOSE not to dwell on the negative side of life. I'm not unrealistic, I just choose to focus on the more poitive side of life. Nothing wrong with that. I've lost 40lbs on my own in the last 5 months, and I am so proud of that. Still have a ways to go, but I know I can do this. All I ask is that you all might stop and say a small prayer for me that everything will go smoothly and I will recover quickly and this new part of my life can begin on a good note. Thank you all for support from this site, and I'm excited to have you all with me on this journey. "Life is 10 percent what you make it, and 90 percent how you take it." "Positive attitude, brings positive results."
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