Happy Birthday, .......a note to self

boomercd
on 3/30/11 3:50 am, edited 3/30/11 3:52 am - OH
Happy Happy birthday, today you are 50 I am grateful for every second of those years. you have been there though the thick and thin times and I'm learning to love you, because you deserve to be loved. you married a perfect man who has believed that for 30 years you just have never believed it yourself. my gift to you for 50 years of life, is a healthy life from here on, I'm sorry for the abuse I have inflicted on you in the past, I can not change that, but I am doing better, and will continue to get stronger, because I deserve to be healthy, my brain has always known what was right. but since it was ignored for so long its voice got weaker until it could barely be heard, it was drowned by guilt. for too long, since Ive had no use for it I'm letting guilt go. stomach you will suffer separation anxiety but we will all be there for you, for the rest of my life I will take better care of you, I hope you understand, sometimes it will not be easy. we all will need to be in this together,all of us organs and parts . in the long run it will be worth it don't fail me now, my gift to you is life I choose life over food, the fight for my life and well being. you can thank me later. <br />
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! I LOVE YOU!!!!

     I'm Still a work in progress, I wont give up the quest to reclaim my life, I will be whole again someday!
                          HW297 SW269 CW149.2
 


 
      

(deactivated member)
on 3/30/11 3:58 am - CA
Happy Birthday! I hope this is a wonderful year for you!
boomercd
on 3/30/11 4:02 am - OH
Thanks, AngelaAnn!!

     I'm Still a work in progress, I wont give up the quest to reclaim my life, I will be whole again someday!
                          HW297 SW269 CW149.2
 


 
      

HappyMe15
on 3/30/11 4:07 am
Happy Birthday!! Congratulations!!! 

Your right! IS YOUR TIME TO SHINE!!!!!!!! and you deserve it!! 

I wish you happiness, health, and a wonderfull day around the people you love and love you back! 

Lots of hugs and kisses for you my dear. Enjoy your day!! =)

boomercd
on 3/30/11 4:47 am - OH
Thanks HAPPY, it means alot.......hugs

     I'm Still a work in progress, I wont give up the quest to reclaim my life, I will be whole again someday!
                          HW297 SW269 CW149.2
 


 
      

Candy S.
on 3/30/11 4:48 am - Elgin, SC
I LOVE, LOVE, LOVE your post.  I should say the same thing to my poor body!!!  Happy Birthday!!!  I hope it's a great one!
Height: 5'3" | HW: 262 | SW: 237 | CW: 130 | GW: 135



     
boomercd
on 3/30/11 5:19 am - OH
thanks Candy, CONGRATS ON YOUR SUCCESS. I hope to be there soon.

     I'm Still a work in progress, I wont give up the quest to reclaim my life, I will be whole again someday!
                          HW297 SW269 CW149.2
 


 
      

phred
on 3/30/11 6:18 am - CO
The date of your birth makes it clear
You've survived yet another good year,
And your age is one more
Than it had been before—
What the hell! Happy birthday, my dear!

  If it feels good, do it!  And if it smells good, eat it!

boomercd
on 3/30/11 11:17 am - OH
Thanks Phred!!!!!

     I'm Still a work in progress, I wont give up the quest to reclaim my life, I will be whole again someday!
                          HW297 SW269 CW149.2
 


 
      

cindiann
on 3/30/11 7:36 am
  HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!  
Cindiann
    
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