self sabotage
I think I'm sabotaging myself I'm still pre-op and I'm in the weight management phase and was told by my doctor I can't gain weight or my insurance will not approve my surgery but I feel like I've been doing everything to gain weight....but at the same time I keep doing things to get ready for the surgery... My brain is throwing me mixed signals....
I understand exactly what you are saying. I started seeing a therapist a month before my surgery and am now seeing her every week. She has given me some things to try to help me with self-sabotage, and some non-food-related issues.
Consult 12/9/13, Pre-Surgery Appt 9/5/14, Surgery 9/23/14, Height/5'.52", HW/273, ConsW/268 ConsBMI/49, PreSurW/213 PreSurBMI/39, SurW/193.8 SurBMI/35.4, Drs GW/140-150 My 1st GW/160 2nd GW/145
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