Who is this woman?!

Jun 29, 2014

I can't even tell you how often I think this to myself... Who is this woman going for a hike on a Sunday afternoon? Who is this woman not minding having to park 3 blocks away? Who is this woman cooking at home for almost every meal? Who is this woman?! But the best part is that every time I get to answer - it's me! As the NSVs pile up and my confidence in myself grows I just keep trying new and different things. 

Obviously everything hasn't changed - I'm still too nervous to talk to the extremely handsome swim instructor I see every week. I still don't like tomatoes. I still get frustrated at work - but so many things HAVE changed and I feel so different so much of the time. Almost everyone seems to say it, but, damn, I'm so happy to have had my RNY and I wonder why I waited so long. What's going to be around the next corner for me? What will I find the strength and nerve to try next? I just don't know, but I can't wait to find out!

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