Navytown Mom
Just day dreaming
Jan 12, 2010
Oh how I wish that these problems would change, If I could just pack some cool clothes and jump on a plane.California, no...Arizona...oh wait...Colorado...how about..New Mexico...WOW, they all sound great!
No one ever said this journey would be easy but how I wish I could hide from it all, somewhere sunny and warm is where I want my feet to fall.
My emotions run wild like a raging river, however the lies my husband tells are getting bigger and bigger.
I am so over living life this way, I can't wait until I have my freedom and hand him the papers on that day.
I am excited and can't wait to see how big his eyes will be and how far his jowl will drop, oooohhh I can't wait for the controlling abuse to stop.
He never thought I was strong enough to go forward with a divorce, but just wait and see... because I am so tired of this old life and I want to now live for me.
Oh I can't wait for that wonderful day, but for now I must continue to live life this way, with my mind wandering and thinking of living a better way. Somewhere sunny, warm and far-far away!
SMR 01/12/10