Cravings

Apr 15, 2014

I am now 5 days out and mental cravings are quite awful.  I want to eat anything and everything i see and or smell. Given i am aware my stomach will not have it also that its in my head not my stomach. It doesn't help that its raining so a walk or slow hike is out of the question and the only good thing is i have no car, though that goes both ways because id love to go to a book store or movies to distract myself. I have such hard cravings just the need to chew something that wont liquify  i mean its been over 3 weeks since a solid meal and it will be 3 more before i can bite into something solid. I just want eggs or pancakes. Anything. Three more weeks, i can do this? I am sure i can just may have to cut out my own tongue. 

Forwarning for the people considering this mentally be prepared for these cravings because they are so awful.

I just have to think, "Shopping in any store" "Not hurting after being on my feet for 8hrs" "Feeling. comfortable in my own skin"

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