10-17-13

Oct 16, 2013

Goodness....I can't believe it has been so very long since I've updated my profile.    WOW...strange how life seems to get in the way at times.    I'm doing OK though.....I've not had the best year due to stress brought on by my middle son who is almost 28 who is a recovering drug addict.   We adopted him as a infant from drug addict parents.   I never believed that kids could inheriet things from biological parents if they were not raised by them.....but I do now.   Thank GOD for a program called Teen Challenge who SAVED my son's life.    He is I believe for the most part drug free today.   I know he's had some minor relapses since getting out 18 months ago but he's not reverted back thank God for that.    He has brought a extreme amount of stress to my life and to this day he still majorly stresses me out.    I'm learning to go back and use tough love again....I hate doing that.   It is not in me to be unkind to anyone.    But I have no choice.   I'm tired of being used by him.   He called me yesterday and told me that his girlfriend may be pregnant.   I don't really know how to feel about that right now.   Praying that I will be OK with all this and that if she is...she will have a healthy normal baby.    Thank you for reading that even lives of support group leaders aren't perfect.   LOL

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