Dear Donna ~
Best of blessings to you - I am following a month after you with my surgery. See if you can try to release the fear and turn it into faith, as much as possible. I read your response to the woman regarding her fear and although I have it too, know in your heart and soul that God will see you through this. Release it into His hands and it might make things go a bit better for you. I too am a bit frightened but I am staying in His light. Let's do it together. Good Blessings !!
Lisa J.