Amanda S.
Feeling Blue
Aug 21, 2009
Not sure if its hormones or if its mourning the loss of my job. But I feel blue. I don't want to do anything but eat and sleep. I'm forcing myself to get some exercise. Trying to do things with my husband. I have plenty I could be doing around the house. Need to the clean up the room that will be Baby's room. Its storage right now. I could clean. I could even scrapbook but I just want nothing to do with any of it.
I just don't feel like myself. I feel like I should be the happiest person on the planet because one of my life goals is coming true. But I just feel Blue. I see my therapist soon I may need to try to get in earlier if this keeps up. I really hope it only has to do with my job loss and not knowing what step I should take next. The plan was to be a stay at home mom and now that I am pregnant I feel guilty if I pick up a job and leave in 8 months. If only the lay off had come 6 or 7 months later that would have been a little more ideal however as I have learned its not on my time line. Its God's time its God's plan. I may not understand his plan but I trust everything has been put into action for a reason. I just have to be patient and wait and see how things unfold.