AQNY27
Where should i start...I'm a 27 yr old mother of 3....i have 3 wonderful children Randy , Felicity,and R.j....Through the years I've just been getting bigger and bigger...i know I'm pretty but I'm tired of just being that pretty face...i want the total package...My weight has been a problem my whole life...I'm tired of the stares and humiliation...my mom is a diabetic and so were both her parents...thank the lord i am not,but really 4 how long till i 2 become a statistic...i want to stop the train reaction and take control of my weight...not only for me but 4 my young ones...my weight has not only affected me but my kids as well....my oldest is very emotional at a young age of ten...he has encounter several verbal and physical fights in school because of people talking bout my weight...it hurts me to c him hurt so much...i always tell him its okay if someone says something about mommy being big cause i am big...but the truth is it hurts like hell...n it hurts even more to c him cry because he doesn't want anyone making fun of my size...that's y when i stood on the scale this year and i read 283 i almost passed out....I'm only 5'1 so just imagine....happy to say I've lost about 24 lbs since feb.08...but truth is i only lost it cuz i was taking b-12 shots and dietary supplements which guess what as of 08/20/2008 i will b unemployed so i will no longer b able 2 afford...So I'm desperately dieting trying 2 win the battle b4 food takes over....
